004| coming out

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tws: none

This may be a mush gushy chapter and im sorry about it

Tommys pov the next day

I sighed. I really like Y/n and its clear as day. And i cant like him because i'll never see him. Maybe i could move to new york permanently but i have my friends and family in the uk. Maybe i need to see what happens with us then decide. I'm fed up of being closeted. I decided im going to tell my friends. I got my closest friends in a call on discord:

Wil

Phil

Ranboo

Toby

Aimee

Bill

Freddie

James

charlie

and quackity

 I wanted to tell them first then send a dm to everyone else. I got them all in a call. It wasnt hard because of everyones sleep schedules

Toby was the first to join "Hi tommy!" he said excited i laughed "hi toby" i said happily and nervously Soon enough everyone else piled in and we all said our hellos. wil spoke up "Did you need to tell us something tom?" he asked i sighed

"Uhm i dont know how to say this. I've been wanting to tell you guys for a while but i was scared you would think of me differently. Um i figured out that im pan. And its hard to be closeted for any longer. Sorry for not telling you guys." i said anxious waiting for their response Ranboo spoke up first "I knew it. I knew you were not straight but i didnt want to say anything and tommy im literally gay why would i think any differently of you??" ranboo said a smile clear in his voice

I laughed phil spoke up "Tommy i think everyone knew. Thank you for telling us. Is there any reason why you specifically had to come out now?" i took a deep breath "Well i met this guy and hes really nice. hsi names Y/n. And i really like him. He otld me hes gay but i cant know him because im leaving in afew weeks." tubbo then said "Tommy. Why wouldnt oyu want to see what comes out of your guys friendship dont cut him off. He might like you too. And maybe you want to stay in new york. I mean we are all willing to visit you frequently. You got this big man" i nodded "Yeah i might. I dont know yet." Bill spoke up

"Whats his instagram. Now." i laughed and sent his profile to a group we amde on instagram. Ranboo burst out laughing "Tommy ahve you watched his story? If not do." i opened the story to see him and allie singing i say no from heathers with fucked up lyrics 

"Blame your childhood blame your dad blame the life you never had but fucking people thats your choice my bitch" Allie sang 

"Because I belive love will win especially when you set me up witha  straight bitch who wanted to fuck you not me" Y/n then sang i broke out laughing at his reference to his 'date' the night prior 

"but he loves you!-" allie said 'dude.' "THIS IS IT I HAVE CRIED NOW ITS TIME TO DIEEE TO OWE A FAVOR TO MY FRIEND START AGAIN IN A NEW LIFE. WHERE I MIGHT BE SATISFIEEED! FAR AwAY FROM GUYS I LIKE SO GOODBYEEEYE CAUSE NOW IM STARTING A NEW LIFE. JUST IN TIME FROM WHEN HE LEAVES-" he sounded good then allie cut him off "Dead give away." and the video cut off going back to his profile

"Tommy. He likes you." Wil said i took a deep breath "No. Hes probably talking about someone else." Quackity spoke up "Ay man tommy no way bitch in live with you man." "I- i dont know." I said quickly.

"Man belive me he likes you. Stay in new york for a while even after the challenge. Give him a chance." I shook my head. I talked a little bit longer with everyone after i hung up and i saw Y/n made another post on instagram with the caption

'Honestly one of the best men i've ever met, hopefully im able to know him more <3'

And it was 5 pictures of me and Y/n. I smiled and commented on the post with a '<3' he liked the comment and i was about to get ready for bed when i got a notification that Y/n went live on instagram, i joined it the second i saw the notification and he was with allie talking about random stuff but it looked like he was crying. i commented on the live

'hello american' then he added me to the live. I accepted 

"Hi tom tom." he said laughing. More people started rolling in from my account too. 

"Hi Y/n." i said sheepishly Allie whispered something in Y/n's ear and he burst out laughing.

"That would be the perfect role for you lovely!  Exept the part where you have to walk" he said smiling i then replied "Oh yeah i forgot you broke you leg, how did that even happen?" allie looked at the phone and laughed "So i was understudy for elphaba in wicked and when i got my moment to shine i broke my leg falling during defying gravity" Y/n laughed again "I was there and i found it hilarious how she went 'Is never going to bring meeeee dowwwwwn wooaaaAHHHHHHHHHHH' as she was falling. Safe to say she hit those notes." i started laughing to Y/n was good at singing. But it was clear he was joking. "king lets go ump off a bridge together. Add that to your task list." i laughed "Gladly. Im debating if i should stay in new york or go back home." he sighed "If oyu do go i respect it but i would really miss you. Like actually an di barely know you. Funnt how it started with you screaming at me. And now your one of my best friends." He said looking down. i laughed "I dont want too but its a hard decision. Im waiting a little to decide. Yeah i still feel bad ofr screaming at you but your sadly one of my best friends too" i said smiling he smiled too. 

third person pov-

The three friends laughed and talked until 12:30 when Y/n had to do schoolwork. He ended up getting help from tommy as soon as they ended the live and Allie had to leave. They ended up messing around together on the phone and getting little to no progress she when Y/n had to go to bed their conversation ended like this: 

"Toms i have to go now" Y/n said tiredly

"Okay king, goodnight" tommy said smiling

"Love you." the other boy said while hanging up

And that moment completed tommys life and made Y/n question every word he said.

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Sorry about spelling errors

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-Madds<3

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