Trust Me

part 7

I didn't feel like waking bridg up so Elias and I carried on watching movies and devouring the food like piggies waiting for her. I don't know how to feel around him, I love Ethan so much, we've been together for so long and I can't help but feel really guilty for even looking at Elias. But he's just so sweet and reserved and honestly he is really cute.

He makes my stomach tingle like it did when I first started speaking to Ethan but just amplified ykwim? Like I feel like whenever I speak to him it's just word vomit I don't how to speak to him and not sound stupid.

Hell I shouldn't even try to speak to him or want to, Ethan would murder him and make me watch I swear he's a phsyco sometimes. He would lose his shit if he found out I was even looking in the direction of another guy.

Something else I've been thinking about recently is that Aunt May is coming over to stay with mom and I and she's bringing Olivia with her. Olivia and I used to be best friends before she moved away. We are the type of cousins that do everything together so it was quite hard when she moved because I had just met Bridget and we weren't as close as we are now at that stage. So I'm quite excited for her to come over.

Olivia has apparently also met Ethan before so I do message her and ask her for advice and she's just been telling me to push through it all leave him. Pretty solid advice right *insert eye roll* . But it's like I don't want to put up with it, but I also don't want to leave him either. He's grown on me like a new born monkey and it's mf mom but I think he just really needs to see someone and get that stuff off his chest about he's parents and realize how he treats me isn't completely right.

We carried on watching the romcom and once we finished a whole other movie Bridget finally started stirring, Elias looks over at me and snickers. I grabbed his hand and squeezed it trying to contain my excitement.

Bridget got up wiping her eyes from sleep and looked at us... she raised an eyebrow and slowly started grinning, I was really confused I looked at Elias next to me in question and he just shruggs so I look back at Bridget she had her eyes glued inbetween Elias and I. I looked down between us at where she was staring and realized what she was looking at.

I slowly looked up the same time Elias did making eye contact both of our face flaming up and quickly took my hand away, I'm sure my face was matching the colorof a tomato.

I looked back at Bridget trying to brush off how cold my hand felt now that his wasnt there and snickered when I looked at her face. It was now her time to look confused, Elias snickered next to me aswell, well I bit my tounge trying to keep from doubling over in laughter.

We all just sat looking at eachother

"Can someone explain why you both are looking at me like I'm some meal?I mean don't get me wrong I am but this is kinda weirdng me out."

That's all it took for both Elias and I to loose our shit and burst out in laughter. Bridget brushed it off and got up.

"Whatever I have to piss go make me coffee peasants." and with that she was out of sight.... toilet=mirror and mirror=face reveal hehehe

Elias and I quickly got up and looked at eachother having a silent conversation with our eyes. He nodded and that's all it took for us to run and dive under the staircase and shut the door just in time to hear Bridget screeching like she just saw her puppy get run over.

I couldn't see anything but I just knew aidan was trying not to laugh and cry at the same time because as much as this was funny, Bridget would be having our souls in her hands if she found us.

My mind blanked and I thought about Ethan again. I missed him as much as I shouldn't because of how he acts, I know I love him and maybe with a bit of time he will grow into that boy I once knew, cherished and fell in love with.

I needed to stop thinking about Elias because that was the right thing to do. Ethan was my everything as much as he annoyed or scared me sometimes he was there for me back then when I needed him most, when the paparazzi first started following me, he was there to beat a grumpy man when he didn't just try take pictures but tried to stalk me home.

I loved Ethan and Elias was nothing but some eye candy, thats all he could ever be. He was nice but he needed better than me. I don't know why I'm getting so sappy seeing as though I just met the fucker but it's all I needed in order to push those rubbish ideas of him out of my head.

Just as I stopped thinking I heard Bridget stomping around the house whispering death threats about how she was gonna wrangle our necks.

Elias's shaking had increased to 10 when he heard that and he grabbed my hand again to try sooth himself and as much as I just told myself to stop and not do it I grabbed his hand back and squeezed trying to listen to where in the house Bridget was.