ONLY A DRINK ¦ KNJ ✔️

12.

The concert is amazing, the whole crowd is singing and I can feel the love from the members, as from ARMY.

Yongsik and I sing and dance with them. Woojin couldn't come cause he got the flu. Even though he insisted to come with us, we knew he couldn't. We consoled, or more bribed him with photos and live videos.

Everytime, I spotted Namjoon, I averted my gaze to one of the other members, they were all amazingly talented and stunning.

Woojin was watching over facetime, as we swayed our hands, for the last song. All he did was scream how hot they were and that we should zoom in on their thighs. Such an idiot... But I get him, those thighs... especially of one in particular... One with big arms, a broad chest, a sexy dimpled smile, and a voice that made my knees weak to many times... Seeing him on stage, makes me all tingly, he radiates dominance just as in the bedroom. No! Don't think that way! You don't like him, remember?!

Tae told me to wait a few minutes after the concert ended, before coming backstage. So Yongsik and I headed to the bodyguard, showing him our backstage pass. He waives us through, directing us to walk all back down and then left. I get more nervous every step we take closer to the backstage area, closer to Namjoon. Yongsik notices how I tens up and takes my hand in his, smiling reassuringly down at me.

A cute woman awaits us at the door, letting us in. We step in, hands still held tight. The first I see is Taehyung in his stage-outfit running towards me, hugging me tightly. Taken by surprise I stand still, not letting go of Yongsik's hand.

"I'm so happy you're here! Didn't you say you would bring two friends?" He lets go of me, turning to Yongsik, both bowing. "Yes, but he got sick. This is Yongsik he's my best friend's boyfriend" They introduce each other, as everyone except Namjoon gets to us.

They all seem really nice, and we sit down to talk. The two others I saw at Namjoon's place were Jin and Jimin. Thankfully they didn't talk about that night.

Jimin was stunning, even Yongsik blushed slightly, as we talked together. They joke around and tell us stories and make fun of each other. Jimin turns towards us, talking to Yongsik, "We can give our autographs for your boyfriend, would he like that?"

I start to feel comfortable, and even want to let go of Yongsik, as he walks in. Just as Yongsik wants to answer, Namjoon raises his voice.

"Why do you ask her? He sits right next to her, just give it to him"

Everyone is too stunned to speak, except for me.

"Pardon? What did you just say?" I raise my eyebrow as I glare at him. Glaring back, he nods at our intertwined hands.

"Your boyfriend. Doesn't he know how to speak?"

"Hyung!" Jimin and Tae exclaim at their older friend. "I-I..." Yongsik wants to speak, but I get up.

"No, Yongshik, don't say anything... What is your problem?!" I get into his face.

"What my problem is? That you get here, into MY life, after telling me to get out of yours! First you get all friendly with Tae, making him taking care of your drunk ass, after fucking around with me. And then you bring your boyfriend to get our autographs! Don't you have any self-respect?!" we both glare into each other's eyes, me shaking with anger.

"OMG! Namjoon-ah! What the hell. What are you saying?!" Jin is the first to move. He grabs him by his shoulders, trying to get him away from me.

I swallow once, clenching my jaw to stop the tears. "Let's go!" I turn around, grabbing Yongsik, who is still sitting frozen on the couch, mouth wide open.

"I'm sorry Tae, I told you this wasn't a good idea. Thank you for inviting us, we really enjoyed the concert. Thank you all for the friendly conversation, I'm sorry for this mess." Without further ado, I pull Yongsik behind me, rushing us out of there.

"Okay, not even I can't find any kind works for him anymore! What a total asshole! How can he make such accusations without even knowing the truth!?" Yongsik rambles on, while driving us home.

I don't have any words anymore. I feel stupid and hurt. How could I be so wrong about a person. How...? I even thought about talking to him again... but now?! I really don't want to see him never ever again. Even if that means to also stop seeing Tae.

Maybe it's for the best if I forget ever meeting them in the first place.