The Group Of Secrets(On Hold)

Chapter Three

Ivy awoke to her sister shaking her roughly . She blinked away the sleepiness , She took her flanal blanket off of her feeling the crisp cold air rush against her body . Ivy checked her phone , which had no messages as usual and she rushed to get ready as she noticed she was 15 minutes late and if she missed the bus , even more hell would come to her. As she threw up her hair she went to change . Ivy took an article of clothing off one by one when her reflection caught her eye , normally she turned away but the bruise on her stomach grew larger . Ivy cringed when she saw that marking on her stomach but most of all dissapointment rushed through her body as her father yelled "get your fat ass moveing". She quickly rushed away from the mirror with disgust , threw on anything she found. Ivy than boarded the yellow bus with resentment but quietly not trying to draw attention to herself ,she put on her headphones and than she was in her own little world.

Linda woke up for school around 7 after a night full of nightmares. Her alarm clock sang in her ear till she managed to hoist herself up and go to the bathroom . Linda peaed that washed her face with clean and clear , she walked out and than began to get dressed . As she was putting on her jeans pain rushed through her due to the cuts along her stomach and legs. Linda had forgotten of what had happened the night before. She held her stomach close as flashbacks ran through her head of her step dad screaming and yelling criticizing everything about her than images came across her eyes of razors digging deeper than ever before all over body, everywhere. That night she past out and what happened that night was left unsaid. Lindia grabbed her liquid eye liner , using her delicate face as a canvas. But without the liquid black substance she painted a smile , a smile that would never leave her face until she was berried in her pillow

Ana had past out on the toilet with the lingering smell of throw up all over. She glanced at the clock with a glimmer of disappointment in her eyes, she awakened as she noticed it was almost eight and that was the time her mother came home. Ana flushes the toilet , cleaned herself up and didn't dare to eat as her stomach growled at her. Eventually Ana checked her phone to find she had no missed calls or messages even though she was deep within her dreams for longer than a hour or two , her mind wasn't in the right mode for her to do math now. That's when she noticed , no one gave a damn , but who would? After all she just a fat ugly 10th grader that has no future and even Daren didn't notice she was gone for that long. They were better without her and she knew it, finally it sank in like an anchor at sea she was as worthless, just as worthless as a grain of sand lingering on a beach .Decisions and thoughts ran through her mind like waves crashing against the shore.. Tomorrow would be her last day, she didn't need more than that , No one could stop her now. Ana drifted off into a deep sleep with dreams running through her mind. The alarm clock sang and she was off, she had to be "perfect" for her last day on this Earth.

Sofia awoke around 3 am to the shout of the never ending fight her parents were having. Sofia heard the slur of words as her mind tried to change out of sleep mode. When her mind was in the right mode, she gathered herself together and crawled out of her bed. The room was filled with darkness , she couldn't see but managed to crawl to her door. The door creaked as it swung open , Sofia stormed out upset at her parents. She screamed and hollered but no one was there she was alone .Sofia walked around desperately searching for a noise , than she heard beeping. BEEP ! BEEP ! BEEP! Her eyelids flickered open. "it was all a dream" she canted to herself. But that wasn't a dream it was a nightmare , it was her greatest fear . LONELIENESS !

Sofia threw her hair in a bun and ran off to the bus stop , she was late. But it was usual for her , her mother was at work and her father was in a coma from last nights alcohol. At home she truly was alone , just like it said across her thigh with red bumpy letter. Those letters were engraved In her skin, so she knew she was alone no one was there ,no one ever was. Her mouth never opened anout this subject and she boarded the bus with her smile and laugh echoing the way.

Their life was all a lie .These friends all had issues and all wanted to die . None of them wanted to live yet they still cared about everything even though they were on the edge , just dangling their lives away. They're in a blank hole that they simply couldn't get out of . No one understood , but who would ? It wasn't normal , it wasn't "cool". Their innocence was ripped away right out of their helpless souls. They can't be saved no matter how much you try ! Those sweet girls have turned butter and timid . All of them are at the bottom of a hole filled with darkness and hate .So say good bye!