Come on, say it. Don't be afraid, I know the fucking truth. I know what I am, and I know you know it too. What the fuck is taking you so long? Just say it! Say I'm a monster!
I know I've hurt the people I love. I know I've made many suffer because of my bullshit. I know that this world would be a better place without me. I know who I am, so why the fuck is it so hard for you to say it? Why are you afraid? You're just making me live a lie if you keep delaying the inevitable. Just fucking say it already!
My whole life went down the drain because of my stupid decisions, I know that for a fact. I'm a failure, a fucking disappointment, a useless piece of shit. I shouldn't be here, and I'm very well aware of all that. I know you fucking agree, so why are you still struggling? JUST FUCKING SAY IT!
Don't you see that I'm fucking broken? You think there's a way to fix the mess I've become? Because I think, no, I KNOW that there isn't a way. I'm destined to rot away like the fucking parasite I am, trying to find a life from ruining the ones from others. I'm a nuisance to this fucking place. Just admit it already! TELL ME THE FUCKING TRUTH I NEED TO HEAR!
If you don't say it, then I fucking will! I AM A MONSTER! A FAILURE! A USELESS PIECE OF FUCKING GARBAGE THAT DOESN'T DESERVE TO BE WHERE IT IS! See? It wasn't that fucking hard. Now get off my sight before I ruin your life like I've done with other people before.
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Myself
FantasyI guess you can classify this as Eli lore, but it's more of a vent book. Hope you enjoy <3
