College Boy (Hunhanff)

Chapter 50

Luhan's POV:

My butt hurts, I want to walk around somewhere but I know they won't let me. I can't really use my legs anyways because they're so weak right now.

I hate being here, I hate not being able to do things myself. I hate having everyone see me like this, but it's so boring here!

I hate chemotherapy, each time I get back from it my hair thins out even more, but it's working so fuck hair.

It's been three months in this damn hospital, I know most of the workers names and I annoy the hell out of them to the best of my ability. They're always coming in here and giving me food or telling me I need a shot or medicine, and always waking me up.

Assholes..

"Sehun? What are you still doing here? It's late." I say as I roll over to find him sleeping next to me.

He's so cute.

I scoot over more to give him more room as he opens his brown eyes.

"Hm?" He hums as he sits up and looks around the room.

"What's wrong?" He says as he rubs his eyes.

"Nothing, why are you still here? It's late, don't you have school in the morning?"

"It's Friday." He says as he lays back down and smiles at me.

"Well, it might be Saturday now, I'm not sure." He adds with a chuckle.

"They let you sleep in here?" I question.

"I didn't ask, I just missed sleeping next to you so I came and slept by you. I can leave if you want." He says as he sits up again but I stop him.

"Don't go." I mumble as he lays back down next to me.

"Can I kiss you?" He asks.

"Well, I'm not contagious-" I say before he presses his soft, plump lips to mine.

I've missed these lips, these lips that I dreamt of every night I was in that hell hole, well, every night I was able to sleep through. I think that if I didn't have him I would've given up and let one of those things kill me. Knowing that I had a future with children that were biologically both of ours, I couldn't give up.

I wonder when it will happen?

"Did I hurt you?" He asks as he pulls away while I quickly wipe the tears out of my eyes.

"N-no, no, I just, really missed you. More than you could imagine." I say as I scoot closer to him and snuggle up next to his warm body.

"I missed you too, it was hard-"

"You think it was hard for you?" I can't help but chuckle, I know where he's coming from though, he thought I was dead and that would be hard.

"I know, I probably sound like a baby." He chuckles and I laugh along but shake my head.

"No, you don't. I'm sorry you thought I was dead, I wish I could have called you or something." I chuckle.

"I wish I could have gone though it instead of you, I wish I could take all your pain and give it to myself so you wouldn't feel it." He says as he rubs my cheek gently.

"Don't wish that, I'm strong and this is nothing I would ever wish upon you." I tell him as I wrap my arm around him and make him scoot closer to me.

He holds me tightly making me smile and softly kiss him once before falling back asleep.

...

"Wakey wakey, time to get up." Dae says as she comes in and pats me.