Unexpected Love (iKon Chanwoo Fan-Fic)

Chapter 5

I'm sorry kung ngayon lang ulit ako nakapag update. Sobrang busy kasi e. Anyway, I'm sorry for the lamest update T.T

His POV

"W-hy are you doing this to me?"

"I..I'm sorry Chan-Chan, it's just that I don't love you anymore."

Every word that comes out from her mouth breaks me into pieces.

"Akala ko ba walang iwanan? Akala ko ba tayo hanggang sa huli?"

"Yun din ang akala ko e, pero hindi pala. Hindi na kita mahal Chanwoo."

"Please don't do this to me babe, I love you so much and it kills me knowing that you don't feel the same anymore."

I knelt down and silently praying that she would change her mind.

"I'm sorry."

"No, please...I'm begging you, please don't leave me."

It's so funny that I, Jung Chanwoo the heir of the Jung Company is begging for love. Para akong isang pulubi na pilit nang mamalimos ng kahit konting pag-ibig at attention.

I was hugging her knees and was begging and crying, hiling ko rin na sana ay isa lang itong masamang panaginip. Na sana ay magising na ako sa isang panaginip na kailanma'y ayoko nang maalala at balikan.

"I'm sorry...I never loved you."

Fall Fall Fall, scattering apart

Fall Fall Fall, falling

Because of you, I'm becoming ruined

I wanna stop, I don't want you anymore

I can't do it, this sucks

Please don't give me any excuses

She left me...ruined and shattered into pieces. She broke my heart.

I drove fast as I can saka huminto sa isang bar. I want to forget everything. I don't want to feel this emptiness and pain. Pero sa kabila ng lahat ng 'yun, bakit pasaway pa rin tong puso ko? Bakit mahal ko parin siya kahit sinaktan na niya ako ng sobra sobra? Bakit kahit ang sakit sakit na...kailangan ko pa rin siya?

You can't do this to me

All of the things you said are like a mask

It hides the truth and rips me apart

It pierces me, I'm going crazy, I hate this

Take it all away, I hate you

I ordered some hard drinks and began to drink, drowning my self and wanting to ease this shitty feeling.

But you're my everything You're my

Everything You're my

Everything You're my

Please go away huh

I'm sorry I hate u

I love you I hate u

Forgive me

I need you girl

Why am I in love alone, why am I hurting alone

I need you girl

Why do I keep needing you when I know I'll get hurt?

All I really wanted is to be with you.. I once imagined my self being the happiest man alive knowing that I had an amazing girl in my life. Marami na akong plano para sa ating dalawa. I anticipated that we could make a happy family, yung uuwi akong may dadatnan akong magandang asawa at makukulit na anak. Na kahit anong pagod yung nararamdaman ko sa trabaho, napapawi ang lahat ng yun dahil najan kayo. Pero lahat ng yun, wala na, malabo nang mangyari....dahil iniwan mo na ako.

I need you girl, you're beautiful

I need you girl, you're so cold

I need you girl I need you girl

I need you girl I need you girl

It's so hard being left behind. It hurts that I love you more that you'll ever love me. I need you, but you wanted me out of your life. You're happy and here I am, miserable and broken. You left me when I needed you so bad. I give you everything and in the contrary you left me nothing.

Maybe it's me, my blind optimism to blame.. or maybe it's you and your sick need to give love and then take it away.