Consent

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(tw: implications of sexual assault) 


The

difference

between

this

touch

and

that

one

is

sprouting

a

certain

new

sapling

within

me.

For

a

while

nothing

was

enjoyable

about

this

neck

of

the

woods.

When

scenes

all

around

this

touch

would

transpire

on

the

screens,

I'd

run

away.

When

facing

my

own

flowers,

I'd

stiffen

up

like

a

board,

unknowing,

unknowing.

The

rooted

memories

of

the

hate

she

gave

in

the

name

of

love

still

drove

their

briars

within

my

innocence's

veins.

But

you've

taught

me

that

timbering

into

this

lake

is

a

choice.

The

quiet,

startled

child

within

me

is

dead,

forgotten

in

the

forest

back

there.

You

ask

me

if

your

music

is

ok

to

blare

in

my

ears,

if

my

eyes

are

fine

with

eating

your

love.

It

used

to

be

so

bait-and-switch.

Now

I

step

into

the

fire.

I

need

it.

I

need

it.

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