TRIGGER WARNINGS: EXPLICIT LANGUAGE MATURE CONTENT SLIGHTLY VIOLENCE
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NOAH's POV
My mind was running a mile a minute as all of the thoughts from my unconscious state came hitting me at full force , the thoughts made me groan out loud as i leaned against the counter with my left hand on my head and my right to keep me steady .
"Baby what's wrong" Rocky asked as he rushed into the kitchen and pulled me to his rock hard chest , i sighed in relief when all the pain was gone thanks to my mate , i never wanted to feel that shit again "don't worry about it baby it was just a headache , i have to go i'll be home by dinner" i told my mate as i quickly pecked his lips and left the house in a hurry because if i didn't he would know i was lying.
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"Okay so you lied to him , what would that resolve" Blake asked as he wrote on his clipboard making sure that i couldn't see what he wrote i hated when he did that "i know i shouldn't have lied but i don't want him worrying about me , Rocky will literally worry himself to the point he would get stressed" i explained and Blake shook his head unamused "i understand your reasoning but that was the wrong choice all I'm saying is don't start lying to him about these kinds of things especially because he's pregnant he would overthink".
I sat at the pack house inside of the large green field, the wind was blowing while the air whistle and the clouds was grey as if it was about to start raining , i loved when it was like this so....quiet and peaceful .
Blake had taught me exercises about relaxing saying when i stress it would bring up the memories i had in my unconscious state .
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"Dad i'm fine now i can continue my duties" i said as i sat in my father's dark office , he was leaned back in his chair with a glass of whiskey on the rocks inside of his crystal glass cup , the emotionless face he was giving me already let me know that he was about to fully disagree , why couldn't he just believe i was fine and let me go on "no" he said as he took a sip of his whiskey never breaking eye contact with me i sighed and growled lowly i was trying to control my anger and somehow that was harder than usual.
"You have so much going on , like that pain you get from your memories and the fact that you still can't keep your anger in control and speaking of that why did you lie to your mate" i got up from my chair and growled at dad i forgot he could read minds i hated that , and why the fuck did it concern him that i lied to MY mate.
Unconsciously a fire ball came out of my hand and landed on the floor my face hardened and my eyes widen at the unexpected small fire "my point exactly" dad said and i stormed out of his office.
****** Bang!
That was glass number one that had my knuckles bloodied .
THIRD PERSONS POV
"I can't do shit right" Noah yelled as his hand smashed against the other side of the bathroom mirror, crisom blood started gushing out of his now pale knuckles , his mind was clouded because he couldn't think straight or even control himself he didn't know what the fuck to do , he felt as if he only caused disruption everywhere he went or to everything he touched "fuck what do i have to do to get shit right" he yelled at himself in the broken bloodied mirror as tears started to fall from his eyes , he hadn't cried in a while so the tears that fell surprised him.
"Noah let me in , it's okay baby we can figure it out" Rocky cried from outside of the bathroom door , he listened to his mate cry and it broke his heart , Noah had only cried once and hearing the sound coming from him after so many years made Rocky's heart shatter.
Rocky whimpered "come out baby i've got you" after he said those words Noah was quick to open the door and let him in, Rocky gasped at the state of their bathroom, one of the mirrors were shattered while the other one was broke , the glass had blood on the pieces that was left on the frame but the rest was on the floor stained in blood.
Rocky sat across from Noah on the floor just holding his hand cooing at him to calm down "i lied to you" Noah mumbled and Rocky eyebrows raised "about what" he asked his disoriented mate "the headache i got earlier was so painful because it wasn't normal, i was having painful flashbacks from my unconscious state and i somehow keep accidentally firing small fire balls without even trying to do it" .
Silent tears fell from Rocky's eyes , his mate was in pain and he didn't even know , well he knew something was off but trusted that his mate would come to him "i know , im sorry im a disappointment i-" "stop it now, stop putting yourself down i won't keep letting you do it now Aiden called me and told me what happened no if ands or buts i'm getting you help i know your last experience wasn't the greatest but i promise i'll be there every step of the way now get up".
Rocky and Noah sat at the couch when all of a sudden a loud knock was at the door and Instead of waiting the Intruder burst in Noah held in a growl at the sight of Hunter and before he could say anything Hunter hugged him tightly "i know things could get hard but you will get through it son i promise" he hadn't seen Hunter in a while because he was on a trip that Aiden couldn't attend so it was good to see him "i have a solution to your problems".
