Twogether {JJK}

Chapter 13

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i lied on the hotel bad contemplating what i should do.

leave ?

abort ?

run to mingis ?

confront him ?

my mind is going to leave and run to mingis..

but my heart? it's saying ask him and confront him.

and that's when i realized it.

this whole time i have been following my heart. it's about time i follow my brain or mind or whatever you call it.

i sat up and clicked on mingis name, he sent his location to be a long time ago so i looked at it, it's not far from the airport and not far from here.

i put the phone down and picked up my suitcases.

as i started packing tears started rolling down my cheeks.

"ja-young, you're the stupidest girl i have ever met."

i said to myself.

how could you running away from your wedding mean something special to me? it was all a fake.

you were lied to once again, and you'll always be lied to.

i pulled my charger out of the lamp and stuffed it into my bag.

how could i fall for your words?

how could this all happen in not even 24 hours?

i ran around this town looking like a crazy person with you and this is what i get in return?!

maybe i am crazy like everyone used to say.

i turned around and looked at myself in the mirror.

makeup, once again, was running down my face. my dress was about to come off and my hair was messier.

what have i ever done to deserve this treatment?

i put my nail in my mouth and started biting it angrily.

grabbing at anything i could.

instead of sadness i was now filled with rage.

why should you treat me like this?

i hate you jeon.

i hate you with my whole heart and to the moon and back.

why?

why did you have to do this to me?

i finished taking my anger out on my nail and fixed myself up really fast.

i grabbed all my stuff and went out the door.

as i turned the corner i saw you running towards me.

"JA-YOUNG!"

fuck.

i put my head down and started walking really fast to get past you.

"ja-young..." you said as you grabbed my shoulder.

anger overtook my body and i turned around and slapped you right across the face with all my strength.

"fuck you jeon jungkook, don't ever show up in front of me ever again."

you stared at me with sadness written all over your face but i blocked that out and turned back around and kept on walking.

i fucking hate you, so , so , so , so , so fucking much.

i pressed the call button for the elevator and prayed
it would hurry the fuck up.

i could start to hear some footsteps coming my way and the elevator doors finally opened.

i hurriedly hopped in and pressed the ground floor and then the close button multiple times.

you caught up and put your hand through the door just in time.

"youngie please.... let me explain"

"you don't need to explain shit jeon jungkook. like i said dont show up in front of me ever again."

i tried to push you out of the door but you wouldn't budge.

"i have so much to say please just let me? it's not what you think."

"what's not what i think? huh? i hope you enjoy your wedding, too bad i'm gonna be long gone."

i threw the wedding invitation at him and finally pushed him out the door.

the doors immediately closed and i went down.

finally.

gosh why does this hurt so much?

i could feel my heart going numb and it stating to hide away.

i cant let another jungkook happen that's for fucking sure.

why was this happening to me again? did God just hate me so much he has to make my life miserable and he just laughs at me from up there?

a tear dropped from my eye as i thought about what a fool i have been.

maybe my brain didn't want to admit it but my heart knows the only reason i came back to korea was to see how you were doing, even if it was a slight glance.

why am i so dumb?

i hate myself so much right now. how could i honestly think.... me.... i.... had a chance????

the elevator dinged indicating i reached the bottom floor.

i ran out, hoping you wouldn't have been fast enough to run down the stairs.

of course you were.

i stopped in my tracks as you stopped in front of me out of breath.

"ja-yeong please...... just... let me..... explain to you."

"there's nothing to explain jeon. i've seen and heard it all from your fiancé.. live a happy life."

i tried to walk away from you but you grabbed my hand and pulled me back in front of you.

"how come you won't let me fucking explain?! this same thing happened before my wedding and of course you have be like this!"

i was taken aback for a second before responding.

"be like what jeon?! i'm facing fucking reality here, and you're not in my reality."

"do u seriously have to be a bitch about everything?! i asked you to let me explain and you just shut me down! do you not want a fucking explanation!? do you want to run away like you did back then?!"

i looked at you shocked, like you turned into a animal.

what was your problem?

i rolled my eyes and scoffed before responding.

"i'd rather run away and never see you again than to let you explain and be a fool for the second time."

i tore my arm out of your grasp and ran out the hotel lobby.

i'm sick of you jeon.

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Something short and sweet to keep you guys entertained, if you are wondering why i haven't posted please look at my conversations or board whatever it is.

I'll post a full chapter here soon.

I love u guys so much for being patient and just waiting. ❤️