Poison ~ corey haim

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My knee jumped up and down. I had already bitten my nails down to the bottem as Jesse held my hand.
"He's gonna be okay, ryleigh"
"And what if he's not?-" I broke down into tears, for the 5th time since we arrived at the hospital with a very bloody, corey haim. I saw a nurse exiting his room and walk. Towards us.
"Ryleigh, corey has requested to see you"
Jesse and I stood up.
"Oh - not you sir, he said he needs to talk to her alone"
What?
He nodded in slight anger and slumped back down.
When I enters the room, corey was extremely pale and his bandages were plasterd in blood.
"- corey," I ran and hugged him trying not to hurt him.
"I'm so sorry ryleigh, I really am."
I grabbed a chair and kneeled next to him
"What happend?" I looked up into his eyes but he looked away.
"Corey, what happend?" I repeated.
"Okay, okay, ya wanna know? I ran into kurt, I yelled at him for what he did, he called me a pussy so my fist hit his face, lets just say it wasn't a fair fight because he had a stupid fucking weapon, and now this. Why is my life so fucked up ryleigh why?! Why can't I just live a normal life" tears began to slip from his eyes.
"Corey everything's going to be okay you know why?"
"Why"
"Because I'm ALWAYS gonna be here, that's why, no matter how much we fight your my bestfriend"
"Ryleigh?"
"Yea?" Oh no he wasn't going to say it please don't say it
"I- I um- your he best...." Thank god.
I stepped out of the room and looked around for Jesse, but he wasn't there. I asked the nurse if she had seen him leave.
"He left shortly after you visited mr haim dear"
"Oh, okay, thankyou" I felt so bad and I didn't know what to do.
"He seemed upset, is everything okay?"
"Um - yeah yeah, everything's fine"
But inside it felt like poison running through my bloodstream. Why are boys complicated as fuck?
I called a cab and left for home.
This wasn't the date I had hoped for to say the least. When I got home. I tried to avoid my mother as much as possible but unfortunately she noticed me.
"What time do you call this?" She giggled.
"Um, I don't know" I shrugged, sometimes I'm such a moody person but I really can't help it and I think she knows this by now.
"How was your dateeee? That boy was cute" she teased me .completetely not in the mood.
I didn't know whether to tell her about corey. She loved corey, so I did.
"Mom to be honest, it was NOT good and don't freak out because he's fine but corey got stabbed and I don't know what to do." She didn't stay anything, but just stood wide eyed.
"I know what your thinking but he's in a hospital and he'll be out in a few days. My 'date' left because I was speaking to corey and I don't know I guess he got jealous. I need to find him tomorrow and speak to him."
"Honey-" she stepped closer to me and rubbed my back. Boy troubles are always hard. I presume Corey's mother knows about All this?"
"Yeah the hospital phoned her I think. Anyways, I'm off to bed I'm pretty exhausted." She pecked me on the forehead,
"Okay dear you get some sleep goodnight."
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90% of this is dialogue lol sorry not sorry