The DEAD Are Here

Chapter 5

It's cold here, in this dark place I know call home. I don't really know how long I've been in here but I have had flashes but it's like seeing somewhere I'm but not being able to reach it. Sometimes I see Cora, sometimes I see the asylum, but sometimes there is something else something longer than just a flash. 

Cora, someone else I don't recognize, and I are all in a car. Nobody really talks everyone just stares forward. I try to move to stop whats going to happen but I'm stuck. We pass by this really big sign we pass by it so quick though i never get to read it, then there out f the corner of my eye i can see something. No not a something it isn't one of those monsters it's a someone. Whoever it is is catching up fast on what looks like a motorcycle. I never see the persons face because they're wearing a dark helmet but when they finally catch up with us we spin out of control and the last part I see is us heading straight for a tree.

In this place I cant see I can't sleep and never know what day it is or what time because it is always dark. So dark I can't see any light even in myself. It makes a person go crazy you know. One time in not day because I don't think there are any more days I tried to hold my breath till I died. It didn't work this place wont give me the relive of death. I tried to slam my head against the ground  but when  tried i just fell.  Farther and farther and I don't want to feel but this place makes me feel everything. IT makes me remember when all I want is to forget.

I don't just want to forget about Cora, i want to forget about everything. My family. MY friends. The house. The Fire. I want to forget it all. 

I'm starving but won't die. I'm dehydrated but won't die from it. Why does this place force me to live? WHY WON"T IT JUST LET ME DIE?!

I think this place is changing me i think its changing me into something evil. I was thinking about Cora and a vision happened with Cora and I killed her. I picked up a gun smiling and shot her straight through the head. Why would I do something like that? I need to get out of here or I'm going to go crazy. 

I screamed for as long as possible till I couldn't scream anymore. I see something something finally in this abyss of black. It's a gun. It's a gun! I can finally be free. no more Cora no more house no more family no more friends I'll be free! I check the bullets and its fully loaded. I look at the sleek piece of machinery. The weapon that will cause me my death. 

Deep breath just like my dad told me.

Goodbye Family

Steady just like my best friend taught me.

Goodbye Friends

Aim just like the glass bottles at my house taught me.

Goodbye home.

I feel the silencer pressed up against up against my head.

Focus and pull the trigger.

Goodbye Cora.

The safety is off the clip  is loaded and there is nothing stopping me.

Goodbye World.

CLICK

The gun jammed. It didn't work.

I started to cry and pulled the trigger with the gun against my head 5 more times.

"SCREW YOU!!!" I screamed to this stupid place that gives me hope and then freaking crushes all of my soul to make me worse than I'm already.

"screw you." I said crying. Out of rage I throw the gun into darkness

I can't deal with this anymore and just give up. I give up on life. I give up on death and I just sleep. There is nothing else to do. So instead of fighting the darkness around me I just become one with it.

When I finally wake up I see a light. An actual light! I start sprinting towards it and I won't stop. I hear Cora's voice she is telling me to get to her.

" I'm coming!!!!" I said. " Don't leave me!!!!!!!"

I wake up and see Cora. I hug her and don't let go.

"Don't leave me." I mumble through my crying."Don't leave me please."

"It's okay you're safe." she says.

We're not though. 

We're all dead.

Even the living.