2. Mother

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She could've spoken soft like an angel

instead she chose to unleash her wrath upon me.

I don't really blame her,

you can't pretend to be someone you can never be.

I wish she wouldn't treat me so harsh

that I turn into the devil so misjudged

my heart can't stop being cold to

even the ones I call my beloved.

Even my tears are exhausted

from expressing themselves in the bathroom

quiet, secret drops falling onto my face,

giving me signs of impending gloom.

The constant nagging at my imperfections

makes me want to shout and scream

I cannot take this anymore

I need to break free

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Context: This poem captures the relationship I have with my mother. It is a very complex one, with lots of hatred and love at the same time. I guess this is the best possible explanation I can give.

Once again, comment whatever the fuck you want:) (Though I won't be able to respond)

Well, that's it. Bye, I guess.

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