September 21, 2022
Dear Rocco,
I didn't think I would be writing you again so soon, but it really helped last night. He said something today and its been stuck in my head since he said it. I know he deserves better, but the very thought of me losing him makes my world fall apart.
I can't let him go, not with the way everything in my life has been going lately. But sometimes it feels like all I really deserve is to be sad. Every time I get close to happiness or actually feel happy, everything falls apart. I can't keep putting myself through it. It's not fair but at the same time it doesn't feel like it's fair to keep staying.
I had told him from the beginning that I thought he deserved better but I know now why I was so persistent. I didn't know then, but I was about to learn very soon how good I was at predicting the future.
YOU ARE READING
A Little Girl's Best Friend
PoetryRocco is a bear that was named by someone who is really special to me. Writing letters to Rocco is my way of getting myself to open up about the harder times in my life that I wouldn't be able to talk to anyone about easily.
