September 28, 2022
Dear Rocco,
It happened again last night but this time it was worse. Everything started off great, we were both really happy - or so I thought, and then everything fell apart. He got so angry at me, a side I had only seen when it came to interacting with others around him.
They say your true emotions come through the words you say when you're angry, and although I didn't save the chat last night (respecting his requests) this is not something I'll be forgetting anytime soon unfortunately.
We have been arguing a lot more lately than usual and honestly I can't understand why. I did - do - everything I could - can - to make him happy, why couldn't he see that?
His words pierced my heart like daggers and held a permanent place in my mind. And with every tear that fell and hit my pillow I asked myself if feeling like this was really worth it. He would forget it the next morning (which he acted like nothing happened this morning) so why did it bother me so much? I would never wish this feeling on anyone but I just wanted to know why it was always me feeling so sad, so angry after a fight like this.
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A Little Girl's Best Friend
PuisiRocco is a bear that was named by someone who is really special to me. Writing letters to Rocco is my way of getting myself to open up about the harder times in my life that I wouldn't be able to talk to anyone about easily.
