My Twins

Nine

I would say I am 100% gay, wait, no, make that 110% gay. I really never knew that I was gay until I met my first boyfriend, after that ended I kept to myself because I was heart broken but I have never looked at a girl like I look at Noah and Jonah. I don't even find girls interesting in the partner aspect. Friends? Sure why not, but if they say they like me then I am forced to tell them I'm gay then it gets awkward and we stop being friends.

Along with the sexual aspect with a girl, that just grosses me out and let me tell you when this girl shoved me up against a locker and I mean shoved me then pressed her lips to mine I almost barfed. This girl was strong too, like damn, I tried so hard to push her off of me but she just held on tighter. The day couldn't get worse but then it did, Noah and Jonah weren't at school due to something about making a few 'business' calls whatever that mean. They walked in right as she pressed her lips to mine.

My heart drops at the looks on their faces, Jonah face falls and Noah's covered in anger. I finally shove the girl off rushing over to them but they step away from me. "It's not what it looks like! I swear!" I squeak looking at them. Noah balls his hands into fists while Jonah just looks away. "I knew it. I knew it was a bad idea to get involved" Noah growls. "I knew we should've trusted you" He spits making me take a step back in shock. "W-Wait?" I gasp trying my hardest to hold back the tears. "Who else are you kissing Knox? Your best friend? Other random bitches?" He asked gritting his teeth. "N-No! I- I would never cheat!" I yell my bottom lip trembling. "You just did" Jonah finally says looking up at me. His eyes full of hurt. "No! She came onto me!" I yell the tears finally falling down my cheeks.

"I'm not even into girls! I am only onto guys! Only into you guys!" I cry. "You can continue being a slut without us" Noah sneers. My eyes widen and my breath gets caught in my throat. A slut? He just called me a slut. I wipe my face hiccuping a little. "I see you guys won't b-believe me" I take a shaky breath trying not to cry more. I walk away quickly, out of the school headed to god knows where just so I can get away. That's the end of the best relationship I've ever had and I know it's only been a few weeks but it felts like months. Now it's down the drain.

{Jonah}
I watch as Knox quickly out of the school disappearing down the sidewalk. I turn back to Noah glaring at him. He called him a slut! That's not even nice. "Noah you didn't have to call him such a mean name" I state crossing my arms over my chest. He looks over at me and I can see on his eyes that he about to break down. "I don't need you to remind me Jonah" He snaps. Then he looks away closing his eyes. "Do you really think he-" I stop swallowing. I didn't want to believe he would cheat on us but that girl was all up on him. A part of me believes he was telling the truth the other part is not so sure. I looks back at the doors wanting to go after him. "God Jonah just go after him, I know you want to" Noah groans rubbing his forehead.

"Noah, I will talk with him. Please just try to calm down and don't hurt anyone" I say quickly then quickly walk out of the schools turning the way Knox went. This can't end, I won't let it. Knox mean so much to me, to me and Noah. I walk down the side walk trying to figure out where Knox could've went to but then it hits me. The park is not far from here, he is probably at the clearing in the woods. He loves that place. I make my way to that place.

Once I get to the clearing I stop when I see Knox sitting in the grass looking out into the woods. I slowly make my way over to him sitting next to him not talking but just sitting quietly. His red and puffy eyes find mind and my heart breaks for him? Noah really hurt him with what he said. "I thought y-you were mad at me" He hiccups wiping his face. I shake my head, "not mad. Upset maybe and a little confused but I'm not mad" I say to him. I watch as his shoulders relax as he watches me. I grab one of his hands rubbing my thumb over his knuckles softly. "Tell me what happened Knox" I said. Then he begins telling me what happened and I believe him. I don't think Knox would ever cheat on us, it's not like him.

I grab his chin and give him a soft smile. "I believe you, Noah has just been hurt to many times and always jumps to conclusions" I murmur in his ear. I kiss right under his ear making him shiver. I've never felt this way about someone before. I just want to be near him all the time and give him kisses everywhere. Hold his hand, cuddle him, kiss his soft lips and just always have him. I know Noah feels the same way, we have always shared our love interest. It's what twin brother do.

I slide my hands to rest on his waist squeezing softly. "He probably went back to the house. We can go there and you two can talk and work things out like we did" I said resting my chin on his shoulder. "He called me a slut" I hear him whimper. I sigh softly kissing his shoulder. "I know and I can't say sorry for him. I mean I know he didn't mean it but he does need to say sorry" I close my eyes. Noah is not the best at apologizing let alone having a calm conversation. But I think because it's Knox and he loves Knox as much a I do he will at least listen but with a scowl. That's just how Noah is.

"We can go whenever you're ready" I sigh laying back in the grass dragging Knox down with me. "You mean when you're ready" He giggles making himself comfortable. I chuckle and we just lay there for a few more minutes.
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