Comfort

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So I am well aware that this is really bad and super cringe but I promise it gets better after about 4 or 5 chapters.

I would also like to add, I started writing this when I had no idea how to write, and I still am horrible at it but it's definitely better. I realized about 8 chapters in that I wrote part of the story in past tense and the other parts in present time so I apologize for that but when I have time I will fix it.
Ex: asked- asks; said-says; smirked-smirks
You get the idea.

1st person pov (Victoria)

I wake up around 3 in the morning not being able to breath, I realize I am having a panic attack but im not too sure what from. When I was younger I got them a lot, but now that I'm 16 I only get them from time to time knowing how to control them easier.

I unplug my phone from its charger and started texting my best friend JJ, he has helped me through almost every single panick attack I've had since my mom died.

Me: Hey bubs, you up?

Ride Or Die : Ya wassup princess, everything okay?

Me: I need you. Please, its happening again.

Ride Or Die ❤: Hey its alright, do you want me to come over or do it over call?

Me: Come here please, go through the window though, my father's on the couch.

Ride Or Die : Okay ill be over soon, just breath, love.

While I'm waiting for JJ to show up I try my hardest to calm myself down but it doesn't seem to work as well without him here with me.
I tried listening for his voice in my head telling my to take deep breaths, and to relax but I couldn't hear anything.

After about 3 minutes I hear my window open and I see JJ coming over to my bed.

He quickly brings me into his arms hugging me tightly and telling me softly to take deep breaths and focus on his heartbeat.

So thats what I do, I put my head against his chest listening to his heartbeat and inhaling his scent of weed, oldspice deodorant and ocean water.

Shortly after, I start to calm down.

He wipes his thumbs under my eyes getting rid of the tears I didn't even realize I am letting go of.

We were staring into eachothers eyes and I felt at home, he makes me feel at home and safe.

He lightly kisses my forehead and starts to lay down, pulling me with him.

As close as we are, nothing we do can be weird.

So as we were laying down I straddle his hips and lay down on his chest, my face in his neck with his arms wrap around my lower back and slightly touching my butt.

Before we know it we were both drifting off to sleep.

I always have an alarm set on my phone and at 7 am when it went off, I smiled at what was in front of me.

Or should I say underneath me, considering I was still laying on top of JJ in the same position that we fell asleep in.

He starts to groan after hearing the alarm, slowly waking up.

His voice raspy and very hot as he said "How are you doing today Cupcake?"

I smile and reply "I'm doing a lot better now, thank you Jay."

I look at my phone to see that John B wants everyone to go to his house today as soon as possible so we can all go surfing, I smiled and get up off of JJ, turning to my closet to get some clothes and a bathing suit.

I didnt even hear JJ come with me but as I am choosing some clothes to wear, he picks out my bathing suit.

"Wear this one, its my favorite" he says with a cheeky grin.

"Why because it shows off almost my entire body?" I sarcastically snap back.

It was a deep red bathing suit that had a thong bottom and the top barely covered anything, it was triangle cups and tied around the neck and back.

"Hell yeah that's why its my favorite. you know, you really should trust my choice on clothing for you more often, I have great taste when it comes to you baby, plus why not show off your sexy ass body?" He asks smirking.

"I'll wear it just for you then" I wink at him, going over to my bed and changing knowing he won't look if I left him in the closet.

After I put on my bottoms I could quite get the back tied up.

"Jay, can you help me please? I cant get the strings tied." I said to him knowing he would do it without a reason because he's a horny teenage boy.

"Yup, one sec" I heard him say along with a quiet thud from my closet. He comes out in his rainbows checkered swim trunks that he always keeps at my house.

I whistle, checking him out playfully.

"Damn baby, lookin good!"

"Alright let's get you tied up peach. Don't want other boys looking at your tits." He says ignoring my compliment.

I scoff playfully "aww poor muffin, don't be jealous, you feel me up everyday anyways" I wink to him.

"Yes because I'm a horny teenager boy, your hot as fuck and you love physical touch 😏 " he says smiling widely.

"Tie my strings please Jay" I slightly ignored his comment turning around and holding my bathing suit to my tits so it would not fall.

I felt his soft hands gently tying the strings on my neck first, then my back.

After he finishes, he snakes his arms around my waist from behind and gives me a small kiss on the neck, keeping his face nestled in in comfort.

"We gotta get to JB's Bubs, he's gonna be mad if we're not there soon" I quietly tell JJ turning my head to give him a kiss on the cheek.

"Alright let's go surfing" he mumbles into my neck.

I giggle walking away slowly so he doesnt fall over assuming he was probably falling asleep.

He left through my window and I went downstairs out the front door, my father wasn't home so there was no problem leaving.

We made our way to John bs to find everyone already there.














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