The Truth Comes Out...

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The others arrived about an hour later and we all head outside and sit in silence.

Its been 10 minutes and I'm starting to get a little bit chilly so I go inside and grab one of JJs sweaters from our room that we have occupied in John Bs house.

Its a deep red with "OBX NORTH CAROLINA" written in white on the front. Its my favorite hoodie that he owns because it is cute, extremely large on me and extremely comfortable.

I walk back outside and find jj who is throwing rocks into the open while leaning against a table. I lean back into his front and he wraps his arms around my waist, hands under my sweater in the top of my shorts as if they're holding them there to keep his hands in place.

It come to my mind that he had been a lot more touchy then he used to, at the same time so have I, but you only live once and people like us don't have all the time in the world because we're pogues, easy targets and always "in the wrong" because kooks hate us and get what they want, but we also do because we're pogues, we have freedom that kook kids don't because their parents want them to be good.

I bring my arms into the sleeves and put my hands on his and play with his rings. He kisses my neck multiple times slowly while everyone else just sits there in silence doing there own thing. Kie playing the bongos, John b pacing but im not too sure why and Pope is reading a book.

"Look, im calling it off. Alright?" John B speaks up. "Peterkin said if I stay out of the marsh, she'll help me out with DCS."

"And you believed her?" JJ asks from behind me.

"Yes I believe her JJ." He answers.

"An actual cop John B. You believe a cop?" JJ snaps back.

"All I gotta do is stay out of the marsh for a couple of days and she'll help me out. It doesn't help that your ass was the one shooting the gun." John B bites back.

"Shut up John B! He was saving you're goddamn life, someone had to because you weren't fighting back as im told!" I shout at him, defending JJ.

JJ rubs his fingers against my lower belly where his hands were placed and whispers things in my ear, telling me to calm down.

"You weren't even there! Where were you huh? Macking someone? Getting high somewhere? I didn't see you there after the fight started!" He yells at me moving closer every few words to the point where he is basically right in front of me.

"I was beating the shit out of some Luke person because he assaulted me and insulted me family! So yeah I was there, but I was preoccupied 20 fucking feet away from you!!" I shout back, motioning towards everyone as I spoke about them.

"You could have just left it alone! You don't need to protect us and start fight for no reason because someone was talking some shit about us. We can stand up for ourselves, were not 8 anymore!" He defends back shouting louder.

"Maybe I did it more for me! Remember when I said he assaulted me? You dont listen!" I start before he cuts me off.

"I do listen!!"

"No you don't because you're too busy only hearing the parts that you want to hear so you can put the blame on everyone else around you! Get you fucking head out of your ass and grow the fuck up John, or you're not going to be seeing me for while." I threaten, staring him dead in the eyes, with mine starting to water a bit.
I could go a few days without talking to him, I've done it before.

"Are you seriously threatening my right now, because you know that isn't going to do anything. You leave all the time when you're pissed off at someone! You dissappear and no one but JJ knows where you go!" He accuses.

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