He does it so well

Paramour

"What the hell happened to your face darling?" Freddie jumped up from his seat as he walked towards me.

"Minor inconvenience at the pub." i said softly, "Roger had a fight and struck me on accident." i then blurted.

"That clumsy dick." Brian rolled his eyes.

"You know what i'm tired i might, go to bed. Goodnight you lot." i said walking off to the small bedroom at the back of the bus.

I pulled out a pair of pyjamas and got changed. I don't know where Roger was but i couldn't be arsed to find him after what happened. I knew he was protecting me and i got in the way of the fight but he didn't even care to ask if i was okay until i followed him.

I was close to falling asleep until i heard shouting coming from the main living area. Roger and Brian. Roger had just came back to the van after 2 hours.

"Why the hell did you hit her?!" Brian shouted.

"She got in the way i didn't fucking ask for her to grab me did i?" i was furious as if i didn't ask for him to fight Josh!

"Yeah yeah, here you come with the fucking excuses. Dickhead." Brian flailed as i opened the door Roger had grabbed him.

"Roger! Let go of him! Will you pair just shut the fuck up!" i shouted back barging inbetween them as i grabbed the blanket from the small chair.

"Oh not this again as if you didn't learn your lesson last time, interrupting a fight!" Roger exclaimed.

"Excuse me?" i turned around on my feet and looked at him with disgust.

"You heard me." Brian looked at Roger with anger.

"I'm sorry, you've fucked me, kissed me, loved me, slept with me and fought some random guy you don't even know for me? I'm hearing you." i laughed as i lit a cigarette, he knew i was right.

"Bullshit. Bullshit Bullshit Bullshit." we're the only words that came out his mouth simply because he had no other other words.

"Roger your just drunk get to bed!" i shouted as took my pills for my anger issues off the side, if i didn't in all honesty i would have lost it.

"Oh fuck off!" This was my last straw with this boy honestly. I walked past him and slapped him around the face.

"Fucking heartless cunt. Why did i even fall for you?" i slightly cried, walking towards the telephone and dialling Lylahs number.

"Hello, Lylah it's me where are you staying i need to get out of here asap?" i sobbed holding the phone closer to my ear as Roger sat down placing his head in his hand resting on his knee.

"What like an actual house your in for a month?... Is it okay if you pick me up i don't have my car with me obviously?...thank you so much!" i hung up the phone as i walked into the room instantly packing all my stuff back into my case ready to leave early.

I dropped my bags outside as Brian pulled me into a hug.

"You've fucked it up Roger. You really really have." Brian scowled at him.

"Michelle where- where are you going? You can't leave!" Roger stood up.

"A break Roger. Away from you.." i croaked out.

" Fucking hell. Your just being stupid."he whined in my face as i stood there awkwardly clocking Lylah had pulled up outside.

"No YOUR being stupid. You've Fucked up, i love you i really do but i can't keep loving you if your being like this." my eyes welled, i turned away from him.

"Bri, where's Riley?" i whispered

"I'm right here Michelle. What's all the noise?" he questioned as i pulled him into a friendly hug.