I want to hold you

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"Roger! Roger!" i shouted, "Are you Ready? We need to leave now i can't miss my flight!" i shouted up my stairs at him again before he came crashing down and into my arms.

"No." he replied, "I love you. Call me remember?" he whispered as he grabbed my suitcase and took it to the car before loading it into the boot. I followed after him, climbing into the passenger seat of his brand new mercedes 450sl. Considering he left one of the windows slightly cracked open it was still bloody freezing with my scarf and jacket on but i'm all honesty it was a thin jacket almost like a jumper.
I blew on my hands rubbing them together before starting the car up ready for Roger.

"Bloody hell it's freezing in ere!" He shivered slamming the door before turning to me.

"If there was a word that meant colder than freezing than this would be an appropriate time to use it." i laughed shivering slightly before Taylor took his coat off passing it to me.

"Are you sure your only wearing that small shirt?" i said frowned towards him as i took the coat from him and put it on.

"You better come and see us at a concert."he frowned back.

"Fine. You knew i was going to anyway." i rolled my eyes before leaning in and clashing our lips together.
We stayed interlocked for about 5 minutes saying how much we would miss each other before we finally took off to the airport. Freddie had written a letter which Roger had given me. It contained all the information to the where i was going to be flying to, the show dates, the accommodation, and finally the tickets and the expensive cost which Roger had payed for all himself. I was grateful that we were back on and happy again..i love Roger.

"So will you bring me back a magazine or some of the photos you took?" Taylor asked flicking his eyes between me and the road which snapped me out of my day dream.

"Oh yes. Of course. I forgot to say, well i didn't forget it was meant to be a surprise. You know that shop that opened about three years ago? Trashy Lingerie? That's what i'm modelling for. Not adidas. It's got a good pay and i needed some money, but, i didn't know if you would be mad or not so i figure if i get a few extra shots taken that won't be shown to public you could have them." i laughed nervously.

"Well that's great isn't it? Pictures of you in underwear for me? You on a magazine, a model now , it's great! It works! Though i'd prefer i you just said to me about money, you know the band is kicking off big and we're all getting payed good you can have £100! No in fact £500! No forget that! i'll pay for everything!" he said as i began to noticed he was coming off track with the money situation. That's was his money i couldn't just take it and use it could i? I watched the rain run down the side of the window before the site of a far but near airport sign, we were almost there, which meant 1 week without my Roger. I was going to miss him so much. His husky morning voice and his head sitting on my shoulder to wake me up in the morning wasn't going to happen for a week. It wasn't long but when your in love it feels like a lifetime. Before i could begin to think of more stuff Roger wouldn't be doing to me the car stopped and from the corner of my eye i noticed Roger getting out and going straight to the boot. Terminal 1 was imprinted on the building to the Right of me as i got out of the car and followed on to Roger.

"Is that all Michelle?" he said passing me my suitcases making sure i had everything.

"Ugh, I'm going to miss you so much i can't even explain." i groaned as the blonde pulled me into a hug.

"Your not going to be there in the morning, or on the night, we can't drink or smoke together. Especially se-" i started babbling before he cut me off.

"Shut up Michelle, i just want to hold you. For the last time." he laughed as he pressed his lips against mine. We stood and said our goodbyes for a good 10 minutes, neither of us wanted to let go which was very understandable.

"I've got to go Roger!" i laughed, " I love you so much. I'll see you next week. Bye i love you!" i shouted walking towards the airport doors as he shouted the same back before jumping back into his car.

Right. I had never been to the airport on my own, only with my ex boyfriend, he did everything and checked us in so i really had very little idea on what to do. I briskly headed for the desk where everyone was putting their bags and checking passports in with a sign above BA2491, New York. The line was short which meant it would be faster, i was right, i was already at the front checking everything before already making my way through to security.

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2 hours had passed i was sitting with a coffee at my gate waiting to board my plane. I had the window seat with a stranger who was next to me (of course i didn't know who yet) The gate opened, i checked my ticket, headed for the plane and  located my seat. The person, a man, was already next to my seat which i didn't expect. I sat down and buckled the seat belt i looked out the window waiting for the plane to take off as i felt something on my leg. I looked and there, on my leg was a pale hand who clearly belonged to that man. I smiled at him awkwardly before taking a deep breathe and returning to looking out the window. I could feel his hand crawling closer to my thigh,

"Can you stop please? I'm uncomfortable." i smiled awkwardly before he moved his hand a winked.

Fuck me. This was going to be a long flight.

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