chap 11

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Bennys POV:

I don't know how to say this to him, he's been so like nice and stuff. I shouldn't bereden him with my mistakes he doesn't need to know, why would he even ask, he doesn't care, he just wants your body, he doesn't really care about you, he wouldn't care, he's like the rest of them, "hey benny you ok?" Alex asked in a saddened tone "y-yea im fine" "alright well if you don't wanna talk...... never mind lets just eat" Alex turned and grabbed us some plates i felt kinda useless i mean he cooked for me, he carried me down, even just the little things like him getting the plates made me feel useless and like i need to help or give him something to repay him. *sigh* i guess it was Inevitable that he would turn out like the others. 


Alex POV:

We were eating in silence  and after i started to clean up but benny practically jumped up and grabbed up the plates out of my hands and run to the sink. He came back with a cloth and wiped down the table it was kind of him but he seemed so skidish doing it. I felt so bad for him, i knew he had anxiety or at least i thought because he showed clear signs but right now he seemed like He was scared.

After he finished, i grabbed his hand. We walked (more like i dragged him) up to my room, when we got in he was kinda shaking and looked like he was gonna cry. So i stopped we were almost at my bed and i turned to him. He is quite short next to me 5'4 maybe 5'5 which isn't that short i know shorter people but because im 6'4 he seemed tiny. He was looking down so i grabbed his chin brought his eyes up and hugged him (😒 i know what you were thinking) he didn't hug me back for a little while but when he did he broke down crying. I think his leg went kinda numb because i was now holding him up while he sobbed into my chest. I didnt know what to say so it was silent.

AFTER A FEW MINUTES 

Bennys POV:

I'm dying of embarrassment, i just cried in front of my bully, FOR LIKE THE SECOND TIME!!! That's not all no no no no! I CRIED INTO HIS CHEST WHILE HE HUGGED ME AHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Now im all alone on his bed while he changes in his bathroom because i got his shirt all snotty and wet. I really wish i would just be dead like right now gone not here i would rather be in hell burning then face him ever again after that oh my goddddddddddddd. 

WORST DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!

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