so i finally reached my goal and here it is. im lying in bed and i have bronchitis. bronchitis is where air ways in my lungs are blocked and i struggle to breath. bronchitis is serious because it can turn into pneumonia which the doctors will send me to hospital if that happens. so far i should be getting better but all i can do is hope. i like this guy and he use to like me. i stuffed it up for us. i got upset with his actions and took it too far. he got scared off and barely talks to me anymore. i dont know what im meant to do. i wanna cry everyday when i see him because i really thought something could happen but the usual shitty person i am i had to fuck it up. i hate myself everyday because of it and i dont know what to do.
my mums about to leave to go to her leg appointment because she has been getting injections in her legs to get rid of her veins. her legs look amazing and im so proud of her. its almost mothers day and i really wanna do something special for her but im not sure what to do.
tomorrow i have a party that im going to, and guess whos gonna be there, yep hes gonna be there. im not meant to be going to this party but i really wanted to go so i talked mum into it who then talked dad into it. im planning on coughing on all the people who fuck me off so i can give revenge. its bad but also genius.
im currently watching a tv show about police and two people were in a car accident and the car has just been destroyed. its really sad because he girl is pregnant and she said she was feeling contractions. she cant even see her partner and shes giving birth. i think the guy is going to die and im crying omfg.
i know this blog was boring but i just wanted to tell you guys a bit of stuff and considering im lying in a bed coughing like a fuckin dog i dont plan on moving much. this is the most ive moved. moving my fingers. and it feels like a fuckin workout. ok cya tomorrow and also i will be writing a fan fic i just havent been inspired. ok ilu bye xoxoxo
