sorry that this update was really late, i kinda forgot.... haha.
today was mothers day and we went out to breakfast with the fam. this may be confusing but this really hot guy at my school, his brother dates my cousin and so he was there. he was also at the party last night. very awkward i know. its also really awkward because the both of us are like the only people who like music who are friends with the "popular" people. it sounds cocky but i get invited to all parties so ya know haha.
i am meant to be going to school tomorrow considering it will be a monday, thats not happening. im still sick and feel like shit. im going back to the doctors on tuesday and hopefully ill just get another medication that will actually work this time.
i am being so friendzoned right now by jackson. like me just saying ' hey (: ' and all i get it ' yo ' . WHAT U WANT A FKN YOYO. IM NOT YOUR GANGSTER BITCH I WANT A PROPER GREETING. better not say anything though coz ill come across as ' clingy '. im trying so hard not to like him. he is legit the perfect example of a fuckboy. when you search up fuckboy in the dictionary, under thesaurus there will be ' jackson ' . so sick of fuckboys. im literally in year nine, WHY ARE THERE ALREADY FUCK BOYS ?!?!?! does anyone else have this problem or do i just have a sign on my back that says ' im into fuckboys ' COZ I TRY MY HARDEST NOT TO CATCH FEELINGS FOR THEM I SWEAR.
my throat has started to hurt after the party, i have gotten worse and MAN IT IS HOT IN HERE SOMEONE TURNED THE HEATER ON SHITTT. i cant stop coughing it is literally the most gross thing you will ever experience. my period is still going strong by the way (((((::::::: love it when that happens.
sorry if you feel like these drag on a lot i just needed somewhere to express my anger and to be honest since ive started ive felt a lot happier and not so grumpy or angry. its a good therapy thing hahahah.
i wont be doing another shoutout considering i have already done one and to be honest yall just arent voting enough. no vote, no shoutout. sorry to the babes who actually did.
anyway, some of the people i have met on here are just so beautiful, always ready to talk. thanks guys for everything! remember to comment ideas for my fan fiction. i might even take requests for names and stuff. BUT YOU HAVE TO VOTE AND COMMENT. okay thanks guys talk tomorrow im out for the day xo
