The actress who loved the troubled singer

Ep.13

Y/N Pov
After I posted the instagram post the car stopped indicating that we was probably at Laurens the only way I knew it was true was when my Uber driver announced that we were at the location
"We are here" the driver said looking back towards me before getting out of the car and taking my belongings out of the boot then putting it on the sidewalk after that the driver went back to the driving seat while I made sure I had everything
"How much is that pal?" I asked the driver as I made sure I had correct amount
"$25.30cents please sir" the driver replied as I paid by card and got out of the car n started walking around the car before getting stopped by the driver
"Excuse me sir?" The driver asked as I turned around
"What's up?" I replied nicely so I didn't seem to mean
"Could a get a picture w u my daughter is a biggest fan of urs" the driver asked calmly but also nervously as I nodded my head walking up to the drivers side, who took out his personal phone to take a picture w me for his daughter
"Thank u so much sir" he happily said before driving off to his next destination and as I went up to the sidewalk collected my things and went up the Jauregui driveway, I got up to the door and knocked, ofc I expected Lauren to open the door but it wasn't it was Mike
"H-hi sir,am I allowed in?" I asked politely hoping he would move aside to let me in which he didn't until someone came down the stairs and told him to move
"Come on dad just let him in" the voice said as I didn't see them as Mike was in the way.
"No Mija plus why is he here isn't he on tour" he spoke about me as if I wasn't here
"He left the band if u must know plus he have come to see me and his son" the voice as ik now came from Lauren, I stood still making sure I didn't say a sound. " and also I said he could come live here for a few weeks whilst he find a house in Miami" Lauren said to her dad who wasnt seemed impressed by the minute
"I I could go back to LA while I looked for a place in Miami, I just wanna be close to my son that all I didn't mean to be a nuisance sir" I spoke up breaking the intense moment between dad and daughter
"No you can come in Mi Amor plus the a little one waiting for some daddy cuddles" Lauren said pushing her dad to the side and coming to the view w Sean in her arm and pulling me in to the house and to her room.
"A-are u sure am allowed to stay here for a few weeks?" I asked while we were walking to her room w our newborn sleeps in Lauren arm
"Yeh it'll be okay" Lauren reassures me as we get to her room and I place my stuff on the other side of the room so it wouldn't get in the way I took my shoes off n also placed it where my stuff are a laid down on Lauren's bed
"Am I allowed to hold and cuddle Sean? I asked Lauren cautiously as I wanna bond w my baby, she nodded her head and passed him to me. I laid him down on my chess as I also got comfortable I started softly singing to my son
"You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are gray
You'll never know, dear
How much I love you
Please don't take
My sunshine away
The other night, dear
As I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you
In my arms
When I awoke, dear
I was mistaken
So I hung my head and I cried
You are my sunshine
My only sunshine
You make me happy
When skies are gray
You'll never know, dear
How much I love you
Please don't take
My sunshine away"
What I didn't realise was Lauren was secretly filming me singing to Sean, I took a picture of us two cuddling so I could post it later
"Thank u" I said looking up at Lauren, gazing at her green eyes. " for everything" I said once again before seeing tears form in her eyes I gently moved my free hand wiping the tears away
"I love u" Lauren abruptly said making me freeze
"W-what?" I asked in disbelief aswell making me believe I heard wrong
"I love u" Lauren said again but this time looking at our son who is peacefully asleep on my stomach
"But u broke up w me?" I said confusedly clearly not knowing what to say
"Cos I was mad at u, not cos I stopped loving u" she said on the verge of tears. I was gonna say something but I couldn't as my phone started ringing I looked at the caller ID and it was Lizzie again
Lizzie💚 is calling
Accept.       Decline
I clicked on accept as I sighed
Y/N: hi Lizzie
Lizzie💚: have u thought about what I said
Y/N: yeh at the moment can we just be friends, tryna get my life sorted. Go and date ppl for awhile
Lizzie💚: that's okay how's everything like are u back in LA, still on tour? Can I come over?
Y/N: I left my band so I'm not on tour anymore and no I'm not in LA I'm in Miami I'm moving over here
Lizzie💚: oh.. that's why u don't wanna date me isn't it?
Y/N: at the minute yeh I'm sorry lizzie u deserve better than me
Lizzie💚: it's fine look I gotta go I'll talk to u another time
Lizzie hung up the phone and I looked to my left to see Lauren angry n our son in her arms
"When were u going to tell me that she wanted to date u" she angrily said as she looked like she was going to kill me
"I wasn't cause I was thinking how to let her down w out upsetting her" I said calmly but also cowering as I didn't wanna get hurt. "I wanna give us another go Laur, u r my first love, my first time, my baby mama I could list more but that'll take awhile look let give this another go if it doesn't work out we will do co parenting and we will go out separate ways only seeing each other when we pick up, dropping off Sean or when he is in the hospital what do u think?" I asked tryna calm her down which by the looks of things it's working
"Yeh let's give it a go baby" she replied giving me a peck on the lips before Sean started whinging cos he was hungry. " it's okay baby, mama n papa are here, lemme get ur food ready baby boy" she started talking and giving her attention on Sean, getting her top off to feed our son while that was happening I was on my phone looking for houses, go on social media and when I wasn't on my phone I was thinking of new song lyrics do when I thought of one I picked up a pen and paper and started writing down lyrics

What would I do without your smart mouth?
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
You've got my head spinning, no kidding, I can't pin you down
What's going on in that beautiful mind?
I'm on your magical mystery ride
And I'm so dizzy, don't know what hit me, but I'll be alright
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose, I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh-oh
How many times do I have to tell you?
Even when you're crying, you're beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I'm around through every mood
You're my downfall, you're my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can't stop singing, it's ringing in my head for you
My head's under water
But I'm breathing fine
You're crazy and I'm out of my mind
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose, I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh-oh
Give me all of you, oh
Cards on the table, we're both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it's hard
'Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you
You're my end and my beginning
Even when I lose, I'm winning
'Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you
I give you all of me
And you give me all of you, oh-oh
That's when I realised that this song would be the start to my first solo album and since I haven't gotten signed by record labels just yet, I wanted to write down lyrics just incase I did get record labels recognise me n sign me on. So w in the hour I wrote All of me,Stitches, in my blood, it'll be okay, when you're gone,Far Away,Locked out of heaven, and Family Line
( A/N btw I own none of these song but pretend in the book you do)
After I put the pen and paper down, I decided to get my guitar n laptop out so I could start on the tunes of the song I wrote down. I decided which instruments would be good for each song
All of me- piano
Stitches- guitar & drums
In my blood-guitar,piano,drums
It'll be okay-piano
When you're gone-guitar,drums,piano
Far away-guitar & drums
Locked out of heaven-guitar & drums
Family Line- piano,guitar,drums
So what I did first was sort out the guitar section out then afterwards I went on my computer to sort out the piano and drums section, I was about to start on them when suddenly I heard Lauren call out my name so I looked up to see what was up to see she was recording me on my phone
"Baby?" Lauren asked trying to make me look up which I did to see her phone up in my face
"What's up? U okay? Is Sean okay?" I asked multiple questions as I didn't know what was wrong
"Awe we are okay, I'm just filming a insta story, I already filmed little man, now filming u" she said cutely while I carefully shut my laptop
"Ah all I can say is I'm writing music" I say looking at the camera smiling. "Can't say much just yet but y'all know that I'll let yk when I can" I said again smiling towards the camera before Lauren takes her phone out of my face, making me turn my laptop back on and trying to complete as much as I can, suddenly my phone started ringing so w out looking at my Caller ID I accepted the call putting my phone to my ear
Y/N: Y/N L/N speaking
Scooter: Hi this is Scooter Braun from RBMG
Y/N: oh? Hi, what's up?
Scooter: I've heard that you've left your band and ofc I've heard your songs so I'm here calling you for a label w us so what do u think?
Y/N: Yeh for sure thank you
Scooter: Are you able to come down to LA next week on Tuesday?
Y/N: yeh ofc thank you Scooter
Scooter: it's my pleasure see u next week
Scooter hangs up the phone n I place my phone down w a shock which ofc Lauren noticed
"Who was that Mi Amor?" She asked concerned
"That was Scooter Braun from RBMG he offered me a record label" I replied still in shock from what happened
"Omg Congratulations handsome I'm so proud of u" she said so happily that she jumped on me excitedly but not too loud as our son is asleep since it was 10pm
"How long was I busy for" I asked looking at the time
"Oh for awhile, u missed dinner Mi Amor" she replied to my question
"Oh..I'm sorry I didn't mean too" I told her sadly as I didn't mean to leave her lonely
"Don't be baby, all artist have to write new songs and it does take awhile" she replied making sure I knew that she wasn't mad at me. "Now put ur laptop, guitar and the songbook away and come lay down w me babe" she continued as I nodded putting all of my stuff away before checking on Sean and laying back down on Lauren bed