The actress who loved the troubled singer

Ep.5

Y/N Pov
[Verse 1- Logan L/N]
Dancin' in the kitchen, you singin' my favorite song
Swingin' on the front porch, just laughin' at the dogs
How you swear you love me more when you're whispering, "Goodnight"
All those little moments are every reason why

[Chorus-The Radox]
I'm homesick
This feelin' that I'm feeling'
No, it don't quit
It's like half of me is missin'
Heaven knows it
That all I wanna do
Is be alone with
Your green eyes all tangled up
Just holdin'
Onto you tonight
Until the mornin'
Baby, that's the damn truth
If home is where the heart is
I'm homesick for you

All I could think about was Lauren, and how this relationship went down hill I just wanted her to still be mine but I knew it wouldn't be like that anymore I knew I had to move on before it got toxic

[Verse 2-Y/N L/N]
Well, it says "Y/N L/N" on a sign with a line out the door
It sold out some little town I've never been before
Yeah, they're screamin' my name, this is what we dreamed about
But out here singin' 'bout you, baby, all I'm thinkin' 'bout

[Chorus-The Radox]
I'm homesick
This feelin' that I'm feeling'
No, it don't quit
It's like half of me is missin'
Heaven knows it
That all I wanna do
Is be alone with
Your green eyes all tangled up
Just holdin'
Onto you tonight
Until the mornin'
Baby, that's the damn truth
If home is where the heart is
I'm homesick for you

[Bridge-Alexander Smith]
Homesick for you
Yeah, yeah

[Chorus-The Radox]
I'm homesick
This feelin' that I'm feelin'
No, it don't quit
It's like half of me is missin'
Heaven knows it
That all I wanna do
Is be alone with
Your green eyes, just tangled up
Just holdin'
Onto you tonight
Until the mornin'
Baby, that's the damn truth
If home is where the heart is
I'm homesick for you
I'm homesick for you
Yeah, yeah

"That was Homesick now we are gonna sing wonder if you know the lyrics sing along" I told them while the band started up the music

[Verse 1-Alexander Smith]
I wonder if I'm being real
Do I speak my truth or do I filter how I feel?
I wonder, wouldn't it be nice
To live inside a world that isn't black and white?
I wonder what it's like to be my friends
Hope that they don't think I'll forget about them
I wonder
I wonder

[Chorus-The Radox]
Right before I close my eyes
The only thing that's on my mind
Been dreamin' that you feel it too
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you
Yeah
I wonder what it's like
I wonder what it's like to be loved by

[Verse 2-Logan L/N]
I wonder why I'm so afraid
Of saying something wrong, I never said I was a saint
I wonder, when I cry into my hands
I'm conditioned to feel like it makes me less of a man
And I wonder if someday you'll be by my side
And tell me that the world will end up alright
I wonder
I wonder

[Chorus-The Radox]
Right before I close my eyes
The only thing that's on my mind
Been dreamin' that you feel it too
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you
Yeah
I wonder what it's like
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you

This hurt a lot and that because Logan and my mother never gave us love when we were growing up, if she could love something it would be drugs, alcohol and even men for fuck sake, honestly I'm still surprised she alive. I mean yeh if I got a phone call saying she is dead or died by overdose it would hurt but as harsh as it might sound it probs only take a week to get over her death all I wondered in this song was what it would be like to be loved by her

[Bridge-Y/N L/N]
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you
Yeah
I wonder what it's like to be loved by you
I wonder what it's like to be loved by