The Curse || 𝕄𝕚𝕟𝕤𝕦𝕟𝕘 ||

FOUR

⚠️this chapter contains montions of: suicidal thoughts,rumors, homophobia,depression...(sad shit overall)

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Minho's backstory:

"Omg he looks so cold"

"Haha ikr?! Doesn't he look like a bully?"
Bullshit

"Wtf? He is so cold hearted i talked to him earlier cuz he looked so pitiable but he just ignored me, how rude"
Maybe because i dont need any hypocrite friends?

"Have you heard?it looks like a kid called lee minho was bullying one of his classmates from the beginning of this year, how heartless of him"
Just assuming like that?

"Don't go near that fucker, i heard he's a playboy,he hooked up with the whole school"
It'll calm down after a while...right?

"Ew, i heard he was gay, i better keep my bf away from him"
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3 years before the actual story

Minho's pov:

The more i grow up, the more i notice rumors build up around me, some saying i hated people while others saying i was a bully... It started in high school, no one would come and talk about any of it to my face, trying to avoid my presence at all costs.

I kept all of it from my parents, they were occupied and stressed as it is with their business, but im a human too, feeling build up while you try maintaining them as long as you can, but the longer the patience, the bigger the breakdown.

Even though i tried my best to keep the secret from my parents, a part of me..maybe a tiny part of me was hoping they would notice the pain i felt everytime i came back from school, the knot i felt in my throat everytime we were having dinner, not allowing me to swallow even a bite, tears from my eyes that barely made it to my cheeks, not daring to fall off my eyes.

But they didn't seem to notice, or care at some point.. business talk seemed more interesting and important, but maybe it is.. wouldn't it better if they didn't care? That would mean they wouldn't feel as sad. maybe if i suddenly disapeared i wouldn't be much of a burden anymore, or would it even make a difference?

Breeze slightly movings my bangs from my eyes, i could see the beautiful city i was living in from afar, i never noticed how amazing it looked, not until my last moments, making my step to the edge of the rooftop wall, i looked at the sky wich was so wide,the birds flying in groups, and the people wich looked so tiny, amazing how i've never thaught of how incredible all that was. I let myself lean slightly forward, ready to fall wherever it would lead me to when someone suddenly pulled me back with my arm and grabbed my shoulders harshly with both their hands.

"HEY!! ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?? WHAT WERE YOU THINKING?" a brown haired dude screamed right on my face, making me jump a bit.

"Why did you stop me." I answered barely giving any emotion, i didn't have any left in me."the hell? Mate,You think i'll see someone ready to jump off a bridge and just stand there??" He said confused, i shrugged "yeah?", He sighted "what about your family? friends? Aren't you thinking about how they'll feel like after loosing you?"

"...just leave me to die, you don't know shit" i tried to get away from him but his grip was stronger "hell nah! Not happening in a million years", i sighted this time "what do you want" i asked, "my name is Christopher bang, you can call me chan, im new here so let's be friends!".

"Oh trust me you don't want that" i stated, "i do, and you're not stepping on that bridge ever again", i didn't reply "IM NOT LEAVING YOU TO DIE, HEAR ME?", In the silence, i kept staring at the spot i was standing on just minutes ago, suddenly feeling my throat hurt the most it ever did, teardrops falling down my cheeks, i felt like crying so hard, screaming so loud. "its ok, come here mate" he said as he pulled me into a warm hug, i started crying so loudly, releasing everything i had kept in until now, it had been ages since i felt this feeling, given kindness, care and worry.

"Minho"

"What?"

"Minho. My name is lee minho"

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