tarlos addicted and missing love

feelings are scary

Tk pov

The day passed

I was sitting in my car after work. I took the needle in my arm. I pushed it and the substance went in to me. Then suddenly the door opened. I jumped but it was just Carlos. But i still couldnt be to relived over that either. He sat down in my car.

"You are doing drugs?" He asked concerned.

"It's not illigal." I said taking the needle out. Carlos looked at it clearly showing he didnt like seeing that.

"You know its not good for you?" Carlos asked. It felt like a really stupid question to ask.

"Leave me alone. Get out of my car" I said upset. Carlos sighed sad and went out. I drove away. I don't like him going in my business. And why is he pretending like he care? Why would he care about me. He doesn't know me. He knew me before but not the one I am now. I just have problems on problems. So many problems.

Carlos pov

I was shocked when I saw tk doing drugs. I didn't see it coming and It concerned me. Because i care about him. I feel like thats obvious. I cant stop caring about him. He pushed me away tho.

I went to work. I saw the detectives working on the drug operation. It cought my intrest. I got up and went to them.

"excuse me. I think I know someone who could help you maybe bust the dealer. I haven't asked him yet but I am sure I can get him to do it. If I do can I be apart of the case?" I asked. It as a fast thinking. I wasn't even sure if tk would do that but I am taking the risk. They talked with each other.

"Okay but we will have to know who he is buying the drugs from" the detective said. I nodded.

Some time later

I drove to tks office. I was let in eventually. Tk seemed frustrated as I walked in. I got that thought from his face. 

"What are you doing here??" He asked upset. I closed the door.

"tk I am a cop-" I said or started but tk stopped me.

"It's Tyler okay. And it's not illegal to take drugs so leave me alone" tk said upset. I felt hurt by him telling me I can't use the nickname. As I know the nickname is for people who he feels closer to. So it means I am not that..

"I.. I just wanna help-" I said. "I don't want help. I didn't fucking ask for help" tk said upset.

"I.. I just wanted to get your help to bust the drug dealer you are buying drugs from. Its becoming a problem how the drug dealer is selling dangerous substance to people. We think or I think maybe its the same guy you are buying drugs from" I said hoping he would help.

"you understand they will want me if I snitch??" Tyler asked upset. It felt better to use his first name when he is mad at me.

"Yeah but I can get you protection and you will be safe. And you can ask for things as you are helping them bust the drug dealer. Pls do it for the better good" I said hoping he say yes. He looked away from me. He sighed.
"I don't wanna stop using drugs. So I can't" Tyler said looking back at me. The tone was less bad.

"You can still take drugs from him. It will let the detectives watch you. If you want that" I said hoping he would say yes. He sighed again.

"I will think about it" Tyler said telling me to go. I left hoping he would tell me yes. I was concerned about his safety so I asked the detectives. They said how they will protect him. It was for my comfort and his.

I went home later looking at the papers I got from the case. I heard a nock. It was tk.

"Fine I will do it.. b-but I don't want anyone to stop me from doing drugs okay?" Tyler asked. I felt relived knowing I could do something good and also see him more. And it could be a good way for me to become a detective.