Part 7: Slightly Hoped

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ni Jaz-Min-Flow

ni Jaz-Min-Flow

Slightly hoped

She said she has a crush
On someone that is me so i rush!
I visited her team and felt shy
Am I assuming or did she tell a lie?
She wasn't even surprised
So i left her team before the sunrise
Maybe I hoped a bit
An inner emotion of me lit
Is she tripping on me?
There're many reasons but it could be

Days, weeks, months
I've seen her chathead for months
Is she for real?
Or i just felt it's surreal
She didn't even talk to me
So, how could it be?
Maybe I hoped slightly
She has showed her feelings apparently

I am bothered, gosh!
She's making me bushed!
Have no courage to ask
Cause' she is and will never be my task
Confronting her was easy
But she didn't reply, seems busy
But one day, unexpectedly
She has this long message to me
Sad or sweet? That's for me to keep
Connections ended before I thought deep
We ended up, no loop
She didn't deny feelings, and it wasn't what I slightly hoped

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Poet's note: soooo hi co-wattpaders! Itong poem na'to ay is in connection with CONFUSED FEELING kasi sa part nato, na-realize ni girl na mahal n'ya pala si guy but...the boy was irritated with her presence na habang tumatagal dahil pano raw nangyaring mahal s'ya ni girl kung di naman sila nag-uusap sa chats. Kung meron man, nabibilang lang kaya naisip rin ni guy baka pinagtitripan s'ya ni girl kasi si girl, maganda naman pero the way she chatted, nakakapukaw ng interes sa guys pero hindi yong tipong nang-aakit.

Ang totoo daw ay nahihiya na si girl na magpakita ng motibo kay guy kasi na-conscious s'ya, hindi alam ng parents niya na may napupusuan na s'ya kasi ayaw ng mga itong mag bf si girl, at medyo clumsy type si girl kaya naikalat nya ng sobra na crush nya si guy. Parang ipinagsigawan nya na CRUSH KO SIYA AT MAHAL NA YATA! Yun ang di nagustuhan ni guy kaya lumisan ito... kalaunan, lumisan na rin ang babae pero hindi dahil sa paglisan ni guy pero dahil sa naramdaman nyang hindi na s'ya belong sa group...yun lang and i thank youuu!

Enjoy reading! saranghae mwuaps! (⁠ ⁠◜⁠‿⁠◝⁠ ⁠)⁠♡