Part twooooo let's gooooooo
It's been two weeks since jaymir got shot. I haven't been to see him yet.
My momma went see him earlier today and yesterday but i didn't have the heart to see him.
I still can barley wrap my head around the fact that my twin is gone.
-ps they are not twins they just consider each other twins
I was currently staying at my moms house rn so I could be around her.
This made me realize you never know when it's someone's time you should always make sure you spend time with the ppl you love even if you aren't on the best of terms at the moment.
I just hopes he pulls through the last time I saw him was on the day after graduation day he took me out to eat.
That day he was acting weird and said some weird stuff but I didn't pay any mind to it because I was just trying to enjoy the moments I still had with him before I go off to college.
I walked into the bathroom and turned on the water letting it get hot.
I turned on some music while I sat in thought while waiting for the water to heat up.
We got thru all those other bad things that happened we can get through this too.
Once the water was hot enough I got in the shower and cleaned my self.
20 minutes later
I got out and washed my face I had already brushed my teeth not that long ago.
My eyes were puffy from crying and I had mascara running down my eyes from cryin.
I had to get myself together.
Jaymir wouldn't want me to act like this he would want me to be strong for momma and take care of her the best I could for him.
I put on some clothes and did my hair.
Rn I had my real hair out so I just did it as a slick back ponytail.
I was going to see Dre and probably go to the movies or sum because I've been in the house all week the only reason I'm going out is because Dre begged me too.
I can't jus stay in the house forever I need to get back outside and get back to my original self.
I walked in my momma room.
Hey momma.
Hey baby where you going?
I'm going to see dre he said I need to get out the house.
He's right baby I'm sad about Mir to but you can't let this change you and yk he wouldn't want this for you.
Ik momma that's why I'm going out.
Ok baby I love you and be careful.
I love you too momma and I will.
I hugged her and kissed her cheek then went outside since dre said he was outside.
He jumped out the car and walked to the passenger side of the car.
He hugged me and kissed my cheek.
You good ma?
Yes I said hugging him back.
After you mama, he said opening the car door.
Thank you, I said smiling a little.
He did a narto run to the other side of the car and got in.
It brought a big smile to my face.
That was probably the first time I smiled this week.
