I will Never Be Yours Your Majesty..(HopeV Fanfic)

Chapter 10

Taehyung's pov

Slowly, I opened my eyes, when the voice of birds chirping fell in my ears.

"Ahh" I hissed in pain, when I tried to sit on my place.

My eyes again got filled with tears, when yesterday's night memories started to cloud my mind.

*Sob*

A soft sob escaped my lips, and I looked around myself, only to find myself all alone in my chamber.

I sat on my place, and hugged my knees to my chest, and started to cry in the complete silence of that chamber.

"Y-you w-w-were *sob* sup-supposed t-to *sob* p-prot-protect m-m-m *hic* me a-as *sob* p-per the o-o-oaths y-you t-took i-in *sob* f-front of l-lord *sob* b-buddha. B-but y-you h-hurt *sob* me i-instead. W-was t-that *sob* s-slap g-greater t-than my self r-respect k-king hoseok?" I asked to myself, while trying to get control over my sobs.

I flinched, when I heard a knock on the doors of my chamber.

Immediately wiping my tears, I covered myself by the quilt, and closed my eyes, to calm myself down.

"C-come in" I said.

A royal guard entered the chamber, who did not dared to raise his gaze, and just bowed to me. 

"Your highness, your personal servant, park jimin, has requested for the permission to meet you." He said, and I thought for a while.

My eyes again turned glossy, as at this moment, I eagerly want to meet my one and only friend, and cry in his embrace my heart out.

"He is allowed." I said, and after bowing for one more time, he left the cahmber.

In no time, Jimin stepped into my chamber, and started to look for me.

his eyes widen, when he stared at me through the curtains which are tied around my bed.

"Tae!" He said, nearly shouting, and ran towards me.

"J-jiminieee" I cried, and he immediately hugged me to himself.

"I-i hate him jiminie. I hate him. I hate him so much. He hurt me yesterday jiminie. He did not listened to me for once. H-he is a m-monster j-jiminie. He is a monster." I said, crying heavily in the embrace of my friend. He continued to draw small circles on my back and keep caressing on my hair, without uttering a single word.

"Shh. Calm down tae, you have to stay strong. Lord will punish him, for whatever he did to you without your permission. Trust on Lord Buddha, and stay strong." He said, and I nodded between of my sobs. I trust on Lord Buddha, and that is why I decided to marry this monster.

Soon, I stopped crying but my sobs did not stopped, as not only my body is in pain, but also my heart is aching badly.

"Look, you cannot step back now. It was you, who decided to marry him, to punish him for what he did to you in that forest. And now, you have one more reason to punish him for the deeds he did to you. And you can only do this, if you keep your mindset strong. So, stop crying, and let me help you in cleaning up. A queen, should not be looking this broken and worn out." He said, and I did not said anything, except nodding at his words.

"Tae, fix one thing in your mind. There is no place of weaker community and weak prople in this world. You always have to stay strong, and have to stand for yourself. And in your case, if you want to keep your pride high and want to get respected in this reign, then you have to start, from your own husband. Are my words perspicuous to you? " He said. I gave him a slight nod, and tighten my arms around his waist.