I will Never Be Yours Your Majesty..(HopeV Fanfic)

Chapter 42

3 months later

It is been 3 months, since King hoseok, his royal advisor kim namjoon, and his royal chief commander, Jeon jungkook, are busy in making new strategies. Three months, has already passed, and now, only three has left, where they have to complete the strategies, and also have to leave for amariya field, to practice for the upcoming war. 

Taehyung is always in a state of distress. Hoseok is not giving him and their son much time, and he understands the reason behind it very well. He knows that, when hoseok come back in their chamber in the middle of the night, he looks all frustrated and tired. He knows, that very less time has left. And now, the fear of losing the war, is engulfing him alive. And more than the fear of losing the war, he fears, that how many people going to lose their lives. How many wives will become widow, how many mothers going to lose their sons, how many children going to lose their father. 

A tear escaped taehyung's left eye, while thinking about all of this. He is, feeling lot of emotions at this moment. He is, blaming himself now. He is blaming for all of the things which are happening at this moment. He is thinking, that he will be the reason, for the deaths of god knows how many people. He will the reason for many wives going to become widows. He will be the reason, that many old couples going to lose their support of their old age. He will be the reason, that many kids have to grow up without a father. 

His gaze turned towards of his son, who is sleeping peacefully beside him. 

Another tear escaped his eyes, when a thought of his son, growing up without his appa passes his mind. 

His fragile and shivering hand reached his son's cheek, as he caressed on it softly. 

"I-i will talk to king now." he whispered to himself, while some more tears, roll down his ocean blue eyes. 

"Do not, you dare taehyung." said a voice, gaining the queen's attention instantly. 

He stared in the direction of the owner of that voice, only to find jimin standing near his bed.

He stared at him with his glossy eyes, while jimin stared at him without any emotion.

"J-jimi-" he stopped, when jimin stopped him in mid, by raising his hand in front of him.

"Do not say anything, taehyung." he said, and taehyung fell silent.

"Just answer my questions, in yes, and no. I do not want to hear any other word from your mouth beside these, am I understood to you?" He said. 

For some moments, taehyung did not said anything, and just stared at jimin with his tearful eyes, but soon, he gave him a slight nod. 

"Can you, live without your husband?" he said, and taehyung stared at him in little confusion. 

"What kind of question is th-"

"Yes, or no." he said, cutting his words in mid. A soft sigh escaped taehyung's lips, and he turned his gaze towards of his sleeping son.

"No." He said. His eyes again turning glossy, while thinking about a life where he is not having hoseok by his side. 

"Do you know about the condition which king yoongi put in front of king hoseok three months ago?" He asked his next question, and this time, tears started to run down taehyung's cheek.

"Y-yes." He said in almost a whisper. 

"So, are you ready to spend your entire life, with King yoongi?" as soon as these words left jimin's lips, taehyung turned his gaze towards him. His eyes are wide, and he is now staring at him in disbelief.