letting u go.... 💔

why she left

I was in the car heading to the airport and thinking how all this happened....

12 years ago.......

There a cute lil 7 yrs old baby girl was running around her house and her eomma was running after her...
"Baby come na we have to go to my bestie's house....plss baby she wants to meet u " Said her beautiful eomma Mrs. Kim

"Eomma are we going to aunt jeon's house " The baby girl said excitedly

"Yes baby now let's go and get ready " said Mrs. Kim

They both got ready and left to go Mr. Jeon's house .....

Baby yn's pov

my eomma took me to her best friend's house.. They are not only besties but also business partners..

We went to their house and my eomma and aunt jeon greeted each other... I too greeted her ... They both sat and started their gossiping and there I was feeling so bored.... Like duhh what I'm going to do if Mrs. Choi is going to celebrate her 8th marriage anniversary in Australia... 😑

And then aunt jeon noticed I was feeling bored so she shouted someone's name ... It was like something jerkook no no it's jungle book.. No no wait it's jerkbook yes his name is jerkbook

Suddenly a cute boy with brown hair, big eyes and his smile was same like a cute bunny..i guess he is same as my age He came and hugged his mom and greeted my mom

"Hey lil Mr. Jeon how are u"said my mom...

"I'm as always fine aunty.... "Said that cute boy and WINKED?

"Meet Mrs. Kim's cute lil daughter yn.. Say hi to her " Said aunt jeon

"Hi baby , I'm jungkook "he said smiling and winked at me... Ohh God this guy is dangerous 😌

My mom and aunt jeon started laughing

" Shut up...u are a baby...Naughty boy" his mom said and slapped his arm slightly

"Ouch ! " He whined

"Baby go and play with her and plsss don't tease her ok ? "

"Okieee!! " That bunny boy said cutely

He took me to his bedroom..

I entered and he told me to sit on the bed and I sat....

"So introduce yourself " Said that boy

"Hmm ok  I'm yn and I'm 7 years old" I said

"Ohh nice to meet u yn " He said smiling

"Ahh I forgot to introduce myself " He said and started laughing... He looks so cute

"Wait I know your name..u are jerkbook right? " I said confidently

''Wait whatt!! Who is jerkbook? "

"U " I said proudly

"Ohh hello madam.. I'm JUNGKOOK and I'm 8 years old " He said

"Ohh okay" I said and smiled nervously

"So now we are frnds? " He asked

"Yes! We are frnds now " I said smiling

And then we started playing

And that's how we met... After that we became good frnds.. We were not that close but still we good frnds... When I was like 14 years old I realize I love him...

When I was 15 years old.. We found out that Mr and Mrs jeon cheated with us in business... Bcoz of that our financial condition was worst and appa suicided
And eomma couldn't believe that appa was not anymore.. And bcoz of that eomma got heart attack.. And they both left me in this cruel world....

I was broken, I forgot to smile.. I had no one... No one except jungkook I love him so much... I just want him in my life...

After the death of my parents... Mr and Mrs jeon came to me and apologized for their deeds... They wanted to do something for me as an apology.... And now I became selfish.. I wanted love so I told them that I want jungkook... They were shocked but i said I love him and they also liked me so they agreed...

Since we were still too young they told us to be boyfriend and girlfriend until we pass our 20s...they forced jungkook to be in relationship with me or they won't send him to seoul... Jungkook wanted to be a kpop idol and we lived in busan... He wanted to be an idol from childhood... He denied to accept me... He always seen me as his frnd but stubborn me wanted him... I wanted someone to love me... I had no one to love me...

As he denied to be in a relationship with me.. His parents put a condition ... The condition was that if he wants to go seoul and become a kpop idol.. He had to accept me and be a in relationship and if he doesn't they will not send him to seoul  ..

Now he has no choice other than accepting me  .. So yeah that's how we started dating... But we never went to any date.. And even he never kissed me ... I wanted him to be my first kiss but never mind... We lived in same house which was gifted my his parents in seoul ...yes , seoul because after we were in relationship Mr and Mrs jeon sent us to seoul...
But now we are not together so whatever...

Jungkook auditioned for being a kpop idol in a company and he got selected in a group named 'BTS' and the members are so friendly .... I visited them so many times  ..... They take care of me like I'm their lil sister... His group debuted but they didn't got that success... I was sad like their first song is 'no more dream' and it is just so awesome but still they didn't got that success... They are still working on their more songs... I hope one day it will pay their hard work

Present....

I was thinking all this and I can't stop myself from crying and I can say only one thing....

I'm sorry love....

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So this chapter is over... Hope u liked it... Plss vote and take care