letting u go.... 💔

what should i do?

Jk pov

I woke up and sat straight on my bed, roaming my eyes around the room , I sighed as I remembered yn

And that's when taehyungiee hyung entered in my room

"Kook-ahh let's go, dinner is ready " Taehyung said to me

I looked up to him and just nodded.

He was about to leave my room but again he came and sat beside me on the bed and hugged me tightly... This hug! I needed a hug rn tbh

" Kook-ahh it's ok hmm? Everything will be fine soon! Just don't give up and work hard to get her back! U love her, don't u? Then don't worry u guys will be together again and this time with your will and without someone's pressure.... But kook-ahh u have to take care of yourself too isn't it ? Just look at yourself! U have lost so much weight.. What do u think huh? That we guys didn't notice it bcuz u always wear oversized clothes? What do u think yn will be happy to see u in this condition huh? Now cheer up!! We are having a comeback on next month, we have to work even more hard so let's go and eat hmm? " He broke the hug and patted my shoulder while smiling and left my room

I closed my eyes and I sighed..." I didn't wanted to eat but hyungs are really worried for me now... Let's just go and eat " I thought and headed to the dining table to eat with my hyungs

Meanwhile

Yn's pov

I came back home and let my body fall on the couch, closing my eyes I sighed... After few minutes I opened my eyes and dragged my body to the kitchen to drink water... Taking an empty glass and pouring water into it, I drank water in one go... I then went to my room to get freshen up... I walked upstairs and took my towel and went inside the bathroom

After good 30 mins I came back from shower and laid on my bed... I stared at the ceiling thinking about what happened today.. A tear rolled down my cheeks... I saw him after 2 years I would lie if I say I didn't missed him... I missed him so much, I missed his hugs, I missed his addictive cologne... But I can't forget what he did, how he treated me, I can't and will never forget that... Why? Why did he came back? Why he came back again? To make me feel worthless again? To make me feel helpless again? To make me feel useless again? I sighed and got up trying to stop myself from thinking about him... I saw the time and it was 6 pm in the evening... Ohhh shitt!! I forgot to make dinner.. Damnn itt!! I ran to the kitchen to make dinner.

I went towards kitchen and started making dinner

After 1 hour I was done and went to the living room and sat on the couch , watching some kdramas to pass the time till hong-jo oppa comes

After 1 hour I heard the door bell ring. I got up went to open the door..

And there my oppa is standing looking so tired. I pulled him inside the house and went to kitchen to take a glass of water for him.. I came back and gave him... He smiled and took the glass and drank water..

"Oppa dinner is ready, go and freshen up and then we will eat dinner" I said to him

He nodded and smiled to him. He then got up and went upstairs to his room to freshen up

I'm hungry but lemme just wait for some more minutes.. I always eat my meals with him as I don't like to eat alone and he makes sure that I don't feel alone.

Time skip

Oppa came and sat on one of the dining table and I served him the dinner. He smiled and started eating the food quickly.... Aww he must be so hungry

"Yniiee how was your day?"  He asked starting a conversation while munching on his food

"Umm it was as usual.. Nothing special...tell me how was yours?" I asked him

"It was really very tiring but now I'm fine " He said pouting

"Yahh!! Stop pouting u old man " I said laughing at him

"Yahh!! Did u just called me old u kid! " He said shouting

"Yeah i did , so what? What u gonna do about it ? "I said showing him my tongue 😝

"U are still a kid that's why I'm letting u go or else I  would have eaten all your favorite chocolates" He said showing me his tongue too 😝

I giggled at his silliness

"But still it must be so hard to be an actor,isn't it?"I said and he agreed

We started to eat again but i wanted to tell him about today's incident so i called him

"Oppa" He looked at me and asked "yes yniee?"

"Actually oppa, I-i- s-sa-w h- " I was stuttering, tbh I also don't know why

He understood something was wrong and caressed my hair
"Yes princess tell me what it is?" He said with soft voice and I looked at him and nodded
I took a deep breath and started again

"Actually oppa today when I was working in the cafe, a guy was looking for someone so I thought to help him . I went towards him and when I called him , he looked at me and suddenly hugged me, I was shocked oppa, yk who was he? *i took a deep breath and said* he was jungkook, jungkook was the one who hugged me. He then started to cry really bad and apologized many times, but I refused to recognize him and threw him out of the cafe. Did I do wrong?" Till now my eyes were teary as I looked at him , his face was so damn serious but soon his eyes turned soft and he hugged me

As he hugged me, I started to cry really badly, I couldn't control myself, I have suffered alot but now I can't, I won't be able to get myself together again, I can't!!

He started to comfort me, caressing my hairs
Soon I calmed down and looked at him , he smiled and said " It's alright, u are fine"

"So after listening to u, I don't think u did anything wrong, u did right princess! He deserved it... But do u still love him? " He continued

"Idk oppa, I don't know anything!!what should I do? "

"Shh!!don't think too much and just sleep for now hmm? Everything will be fine! Let's go to your room " He said and held my hand leading me to my room, I laid on my bed and he sat on the bed beside me caressing my hairs and telling me some bed time stories

I closed my eyes and smiled internally, he has always been with me when I needed someone, he has always helped me, I'm so thankful to have him in my life, he has never let me feel that I don't have parents, he always take care of me like my parents used to do, I'm so thankful to him, may god bless him with happiness and success

Soon she drifted to deep sleep and hongjo fixed her duvet over her body and left her room

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Hey guys!! How are u?😗 well I'm so sorry for the late update, ik it's almost been like 3 months maybe? I'm really sorry and ik it's a boring chapter but more chapters are on the way so stay tuned!

Take care 💜💗