official - cbg

eight

"Party at my place Friday night." Hana, a pretty popular girl in my school said in a large group chat filled with some numbers I knew and some I didn't.

Everyone was texting that they'd be there and so I sent a thumbs up emoji before private chatting my friends in our little group chat.

lili you guys going to hana's party???

chuu of courseeeeee

jun yupppppp

gyu yessssfsfssdfr

lili then i suppose i'll go...

chuu we all know you'd be going anyway girl don't lie to yourself lol

lili leave me alone >:(

<3

I walked into Hana's crowded home. I was wearing a some baggy jeans and a nice crop top, not wanting to do too much. I immediately started searching for my friends since I knew they were already here.

I had gotten a little held up by my mother who questioned me on where I was going. When I finally admitted that I was going to a party I was immediately asked if Beomgyu and Yeonjun would be there. She told me she didn't Chuu and I alone at the party. She then went on to give me a talk on using a condom no matter what and all that stuff. I was annoyed but I knew she just wanted me to be safe.

I found my friends in a corner in the kitchen with cups of alcohol in their hands. "Hey!" I greeted them.

"Hi~" Chuu greeted, obviously already a little tipsy. "Finally, I'm not stuck alone with these annoying men." She told me.

<3

The party had went on and I had just ended up getting more drunk along with everyone else in the party.

I was dancing with Chuu in the living room when I felt someone tap my shoulder. I looked over to see Beomgyu standing right next to me.

I smiled, "Hey~ you wanna dance?" I asked the boy.

"Come with me!" He yelled over the music before he grabbed my hand and we both walked somewhere more secluded, also known as the laundry room.

Beomgyu had shut the sliding doors and I stood leaned against the washing machine. Beomgyu didn't say anything and just walked over to me. I then felt him put his hands behind my thighs and I was now sitting on top of the washing machine, Beomgyu standing between my legs.

"You're pretty." He said before leaning in and placing a soft kiss on my lips. He then pulled away, "I'm sorry that I won't let us be more public about this. I'm just so in love with you I only want you to myself." Beomgyu softly told me.

I couldn't even process what he had just said and the fact that he pretty much just confessed his love for me as to the fact that I was so drunk that I just started making out with him.

He placed his hand on the back of my neck, deepening our kiss. Gyu then slid his tongue against my lips and I understood immediately, opening my mouth as he slid his tongue inside it. The both of our tongues glided over one another's, his tongue practically hitting the back of my throat.

I then pulled away from him and started to try and unbutton his jeans but he gently grabbed my hand, "I want to do it so bad with you but you're drunk right now and might not really want this." Beomgyu softly told me as he looked into my eyes.

I looked down at my lap drunkenly embarrassed. I then felt his hand grab my chin and place a soft kiss on my lips. He then leaned down and placed his lips on my neck. He softly kissed everywhere from my jawline to my chest.

We then heard the laundry room door start to be fumbled with and he stopped kissing me. The doors then opened and a bunch of teenagers walked in shouting about cocaine. Beomgyu immediately grabbed me and brought me off the washing machine, bringing me out of the room.

We then went over to where Chuu and Jun were dancing with one another. "You guys took forever~" Chuu said, slurring her words as she pushed Yeonjun away from her and took me away from Gyu, wrapping her arms around my neck as she hugged me.

[September 31]

my head hurts so bad..

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