official - cbg

seven

I walked into my homeroom and saw Chuu at our desks already and I rushed over to her. I was about to tell her what happened this weekend since both Jun and Gyu weren't here yet but stopped myself. Maybe Beomgyu didn't want people to know.

"How was your weekend?" Chuu asked me.

"It was good. How was your time with Yeonjun?" I asked her.

She blushed, "It was... amazing."

"What'd you do?" I asked.

"Um nothing.... we did absolutely nothing!" Chuu blurted out.

"Okay then... nice I guess." I say. She was acting strange but whatever.

I then felt my hair be tugged gently back and I looked back seeing who I expected to see, Beomgyu.

"One day I'm gonna yank your hair back." I tell him. Beomgyu and Yeonjun just giggled at me as they sat down behind Chuu and I.

I then got a notification on my phone and saw a text from Beomgyu.

gyu u look pretty:)

lili thanks

How the fuck was I supposed to act around him now?

<3

"Do you mind if we keep this secret and just between the two of us?" Beomgyu asked, my hand in his as we sat on a bench in a local park.

"Oh okay, sure." I say, nodding.

"It's not that I'm ashamed of this at all I just would rather this be private for now." Beomgyu tells me.

"No, I know. It's fine. I agree, we shouldn't tell anyone about this yet." I say with a smile although I actually felt quite upset about this.

"Good." Beomgyu says before he leans in and pecks my lips.

<3

"Arcade day! Let's go!" Chuu yells excitedly as Yeonjun, Beomgyu, her and I walk into an arcade.

"Calm down. We have to get our cards first." Yeonjun tells the girl as we all head to the booth.

Chuu and Yeonjun went first and got themselves their own cards. It was then my turn and I ordered a card for myself and pulled my wallet out to get my credit card out and pay when I felt Beomgyu's hand go on my back and watched him place his credit card on the counter.

"I'll pay for her's and I would also like another one for myself." Beomgyu tells the worker who just nods and does as he says.

I remain silent as I take my game card and walk to the side with Beomgyu, letting the people behind us go.

"Thank you." I say with a smile.

"Any day m'lady." Gyu says in his horrible british accent once again as he grabs my hand. "Come on we're going to race!" He tells me.

The two of us walk over to the motorcycles they have and put our cards against the scanners, getting into the motorcycles. We got ourselves all set up and started the game.

"Prepare to lose!" Beomgyu says as the race starts.

We ended the game with him in first place and me in second place. "You cheated!" I say.

"Life is unfair." Beomgyu says shrugging as he gets off the motorcycle.

I wasn't lying when I said he cheated, when I was about to go in front of him and get first place he pushed my motorcycle making me crash into a wall in the game, allowing him to stay in first place.

"How about this?" Beomgyu says and I look over at him, "I'll let you win next time, I promise." He tells me.

And he in fact did just that. We played a ghostbusters game and I could tell he was holding back but still I won.

"You're the best!" I say, hugging him real quick before we head to play something else.

<3

I was at the point where I was sweating. Partly because of the fact that arcade's are always real hot for some reason and partly because I was determined to win every game against Beomgyu. I did win like half of the games but he had won the other half.

"Let's go get some pizza!" Chuu suggests.

"I'm down." I agree and both of the boys agree too.

<3

We all sit at a booth, Yeonjun and Chuu on one side and Beomgyu and I on the other as usual.

A waitress came over to the table and greeted us before asking what we would like to drink and we all ordered. Personally, I got a lemonade. We then ordered one large plain pie since it was cheaper than one with toppings.

A few minutes later the waitress came back with all of our drinks and placed them in front of each of us. I put my hand on the booth seat in the middle of Gyu and I as I took a sip of my lemonade. I then felt his fingers intertwine with mine as he held my hand under the table, getting a little closer to me so it was more comfortable for both of us.

"Can I have a sip?" Beomgyu asks me as he had ordered a coke.

"Yeah, sure." I said as I held my cup in front of him which had a straw inside it. He put the straw in his mouth and drank some of the drink.

He nodded his head and I took a sip of the drink as well before placing it back on the table. I then felt his hand caress mine comfortingly.

[September 24th]

I didn't know what I felt anymore. Everything was so confusing. I guess I just wished things could be more official, I mean he said to keep things secret but what even are "things". What are we now?

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