No way out
Tsukasa Pov
I continue to hug rui. It felt comforting. I hope we could stay like this forever. I know he would do nothing to hurt me intentionally so that's one thing to love about him! wait not that way! I don't think atleast...
he's manipulating you~
no. he's nice i know that you can't convince me.
i'll make sure he hates you.
SHUT UP!
awww is little tsukasa angry?
technically it's us.
sure~
can i please just have ONE DAY to myself??
let me think... no
bitch
that's some naughty language
you know what the last thing i wanna hear is anything coming out of your mouth. and I hope you know that
hey isn't practice today?
yeah why?
just wondering... well bye!
WAIT DONT YOU DAR-
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"tsu tsu?"
"... oh! hm??"
" I always knew you weren't always smiles and if I'm gonna be honest you're kinda a coward..."
" h-huh?"
"don't act dumb you already know"
"know what?"
"the incident."
huh... oh that incident. It was a month or two ago I believe. we were getting ready to do a show and I had to give this speech in front of a large audience. I was nervous even though I should be a star... I went up and couldn't speak. I was trapped. and then I started talking and I looked back at rui nene and emu. They were all shocked on how nervous I was. Im supposed to be a star. they told me afterwards that I don't need to be pressured to do anything but I can't be a star if i'm not.
"but rui weren't we just good? what got into you"
" you've honestly ruined a bunch of chances for me... I want to be noticed too! not just hiding behind stage until the end"
"but rui we give you plenty of chances! a-and you make up those decisions yourself!"
"no you make up those decisions. your so forceful sometimes god it makes me sick."
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"SHUT UP!"
"tsu tsu? what did I do..."
" r-rui?"
"hm what."
"Im sorry... you have to see me like this. I look like a complete coward and you shouldn't have to be comforting me like this I just... I don't know what's gotten into me lately. I just need... nevermind"
"woah hey it's ok no need to worry I promise and everyone has there ups and downs"
"it isn't just a up and down..." I whisper
"what do you mean?"
"did you hear me?"
"... yes i'm sorry i assumed it was just that"
" it's ok..."
" but what do you mean?"
" I just I don't know what's gotten into me lately I feel like im trapped and I can't get out.. I don't know what to do!! I don't think i'm even me even more... I'm no star anymore i'm just a person with a stupid goal for what REASON?!"
YOU ARE READING
My Birthday.. tsukasa angst
Short StorySaki told me about this strange dream... I havent been the same since. Everyone is worried about me... but looking at the stars like torpe did helps. maybe i've found the beauty in that... I feel stuffy and sick. maybe i'm just not curable. or maybe...
