Left out
Tsukasa's Pov
what time is it? did I fall asleep again? I go to grab my phone and see the time. 10:23?! "rui!!!" I shout he wakes up kinda startled. "huh?" "it's 10:23 we're super late!" "oh shit" we get up and head out the door I pretend to go grab breakfast but I don't need it! we run to school and make it in time for 5th period. but that was our lunch period so we sprinted to the roof. we met up with nene and mizuki.
[ Tsukasa, Rui, Nene, Mizuki ]
"Hey Tsukasa and Ru made it!"
" late though what took you guys so long?"
" uhhh-"
" we accidentally slept in! but we made it didn't we?"
" I was-"
" Yup! now cmon let's get eating!!!"
they all sit down and I don't know but I felt sad.
just leave them.
no why would I there my friends?
or that's what you think. what if there faking it?
but rui wouldn't did. you see how he took care of me?
exactly. he's setting you up.
no he wouldn't! I know him better than you do!
think you do.
stop it! I do he dosent even know you exist!!!
so? he dosent need to cause I already know everything.
YOU DON'T KNOW EVERYTHING!
lieing's not good for the soul
SHUT UP!
woah fiesty much?
just stop please for a little?
fine.
" tsukasa you never talk so boooooring bleh!"
" s-"
" oh guys I just finished the newest level in my new game!"
" oh nice! how long did it take?"
" that sound coo-"
" only a few minutes i'm a pro at that stuff after all!"
" Yeah watch out superstar nene coming through! hehe"
" you don't need to say it like that..."
" I thought that was quiet nice! just imagine if emu said that~"
" hey stop it!!!"
" guys-"
" I made new outfits for my group!"
" I made some new robots!"
" did you hear what's been going around in the school?"
" ena got us all tickets to a concert!!!!"
" emu said that she wants a kitten firework show how fun!"
" Ichika and me will be hanging out soon"
I don't get it! am I not doing something right?
your doing everything you can! and that's what matters.
I guess but I can't even speak! they just keep on talking like i'm not there...
then show them you are
huh?
like how I evade your thoughts. evade there conversations.
That's quiet rude though...
aren't they being rude though?
I mean yes but...
I have an Idea
hm?
If they don't like you for how you are then start acting the complete opposite. if they don't care about you they won't ask. if they do they will simple.
but i don't know how to act like i'm not me.
i'll be you!
no
why not?
you'll do something. I KNOW YOU WILL! and then i'll be done for.
so?
just no I'm done with you.
you? I don't even have a name yet? how about-
weird voice thing?
NO THATS STUPID! i was thinking more vision?
I can't even see you dumbass
it's a good name
whatever 'vision'
" hey i'm gonna go really quick"
"where to?"
"the bathroom....stalker"
"okkk"
I walk to the bathroom. the only time they cared whenever I left... I guess they only care whenever your gone huh.
Rui Pov
" hey i'm gonna go and fill up my water rly quick"
I walk and follow tsukasa. he's been very quiet and I wonder why. he could've just joined into our conversations. It really wasn't that hard. anyways I continue to walk and enter the bathroom. he's in the stall hurdled up on the toilet.
" I don't get it. why was he so caring if he just acts like i'm not even there? am I just here to amuse him?"
"what?"
"r-rui?"
"who are you talking about?"
" no one! not like they care anyways" he muttered
"well are you ok?"
" better than ever!"
I walk over to him and knock on the stall. he opens it. I come over to him and hug him.
" I know you felt left out i'm sorry..."
"..." I felt a tear drop on my shirt
"tsu tsu?"
" it's okay... atleast you noticed I was kinda scared for a moment"
"well everything's alright now" I let him rest on my shoulder. he hugs me and tells me how everything isn't going how he planned. I reassure him but i know it really dosent help. I just really wish I could do more....
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SORRY FOR THE WAIT!!!! but I have delivered! encore! (hope you know where that's from)
sorry it's rly show I hope you enjoyed i'll make 5 longer I swear!
Word count: 788
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