Twilight ~Nihachu x female oc~

Part 18

TW: vomiting, panic attacks, thoughts of self harm.

~Belle's POV~

"Good morning sleepyhead" Becca chuckled, sitting next to me on the couch.

"Where'd Wilbur go?" I tried to sit up but my head throbbed so I laid back down.

"We switched places" she handed me a glass of water and an Advil.

"Small sips"

I took small sips and took the Advil.

"Fuck..." I whispered, going into fetal position.

"You're so fucking hungover" she got up and grabbed the mini trash can from my bathroom.

"Assuming Will told you everything?" I slowly sat up.

"Yup" she sighed, placing the trash can in front of me.

"I'm turning a movie on" she grabbed the remote.

"You do that" I groaned, my stomach was doing flips and I could hear my heartbeat.

She turned Legally Blonde on and relaxed.

"I'm sorry"

"Why?" she looked at me.

"For dragging you all into this. You, Will, Niki" I cringed slightly at her name.

"I don't mind. I got a new friend after all" she elbowed me in the arm.

I smiled lightly and hunched over the trash can. I knew I would throw up any second.

Then I threw up. Becca pulled my hair back into a makeshift ponytail and continued watching the movie, seemingly unfazed. My body rejected all the alcohol in my body and I gagged a few times afterwards.

I wiped my mouth and took another sip of water.

"I'm going to take a shower" I sighed and Becca nodded.

"I'll be here if you need anything" she smiled softly.

I went into the bathroom and closed and locked the door. I stripped of my clothing and turned the shower on.

The warm water dripped down my back as I ran my hands through my hair. I washed my hair before sitting on the floor of the shower and crying.

"It's all my fault" I mumbled quietly to myself.

I took a deep breathe and cried. I just cried.

I turned the shower off and dried my hair and body. I looked at my phone.

*one new message from Gogy 🙄*

How are you holding up :(

Not great

I can try to leave earlier

No it's ok

You sure? I will

Positive. Enjoy your time.

I turned my phone off and put clothes on before leaving the room.

She looked at me and her face softened.

"What happened?" she said softly, pausing the movie.

I felt tears roll down my face again while she scrambled to get up and hug me.

"It'll be ok" she ran her fingers through my hair.

"I miss her so fucking much" I sobbed into her shoulder.

~Niki's POV~

"Where are you going" Will asked, watching me get up from the couch.

"To apologize to Belle." I wiped a tear from my eye and pulled my sneakers on.

"Oh damn ok- wait for me" he ran to his shoes.

I walked out the door and started walking down the street.

"Are you thinking clearly?" Wilbur asked, catching up to me.

"Yes"

"Ok" he shrugged.

We quietly walked to her house and I took a deep breath before knocking on the door.

"That's probably the food" Belle's muffled voice said behind the door.

I saw the doorknob twist open and I held my breath.

"Niki...?"