ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕋𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥

Chapter 4.5

Location: Forks High Halls/Cullen Vehicle
POV: Edward Cullen

I walk past her as I leave the front office, failing to change my class. Her scent hits me again almost making me hold her then and there.

She smells so delicious and yet I have no taste for her blood. I want to hold her and keep her safe. Never leave her side for all of eternity. This has never happened before. Why her. Why now. I want her so bad it hurts.

I walk to my siblings and get in my car and speed out the lot with my siblings that aren't in my car following closely behind. I need to leave. I can't stay here.

"What's wrong Edward", I hear someone say, it was Alice. " The new girl", before I could answer her Jasper spoke, "her scent doesn't appeal to me", he finishes causing my eyes to widen.

"What", I ask, shocked. "Her scent doesn't appeal to me, it actually calms down my blood lust significantly", Jasper says in a monotone voice, speaking slightly slower than normal.

"Her scent is delicious, yet I have no thirst for her blood", I say when Jasper stops talking. "Well then, she sure is a strange girl, I didn't see her coming but I saw your future with her being apart of our family...as your soulmate Edward", Alice says causing me to swerve slightly but I quickly drive straight. Soulmate... that would explain the overwhelming need to hold her and never let her go.

I have been waiting for this moment all my life, even before I became a vampire but now I'm scared. She's human and her soulmate is a monster.

"Edward stop that, I know your thinking about y'all's differences but soulmates love each other for who they are not what they are", Alice says to me. Sometimes I think she is the one who can read minds.

"I... don't deserve a mate so beautiful, innocent to our dangerous world, she doesn't deserve a life of only living off blood to survive or a soulmate who is...a monster", I say to her. "Edward...am I... a monster", Alice says to which I immediately reply no.

"We are of the same... supernatural species and if I am not a...monster then why are you", she says. 'Because that's how I see myself', I think because I don't want to sadden her any more.

I don't reply and speed up till we are at home. As soon as we reach the house I pull my car into the garage and rush into the house.

I decide to wait till Carlisle gets off of work before departing.

Once Carlisle arrives at home, near midnight, I tell them that I will need to go away to clear my mind which causes some uproar from Rosalie.

"Please Rosie this is what I need, I am doing this for me so please don't blame Bella for my problems. She can't control... this. I just need some time to think", I say which causes her to immediately stop talking and she speeds to her and Emmett's room.

After that whole fiasco I head out not bothering to bring clothes. I drive to save energy.

Isabella...Isabella...Isabella... why are you destined to be with me.

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