ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕟𝕘𝕚𝕟𝕘 𝕋𝕨𝕚𝕝𝕚𝕘𝕙𝕥

Chapter 13

Location: Restaurant in Port Angeles
POV: Isabela Philips(Bella Swan)

I am in shock as I stare at Eddy scarf down what's left of the spaghetti he ordered. He done sat here and ate bout 12 bread rolls before I had to stop him because we was gettin looks from the staff. Gone think the man starved or some.

"Um, Eddy, baby, what happened to the diet you and your family are on", I say in a worried tone because as far as I can remember, they not supposed to eat human food, especially not this much.

"I-I don't know what's wrong with me, all of a sudden i'm hungry...for f-food a-and it tastes so good", he says practically moaning which make me want to compete with the food to see who can make him moan lou- no I need to be stopped.

"But I thought you couldn't eat human food", as soon as the words pass my lips my heart drops right through my ass to fuckin hell. I'm so fuckin stupid.

"W-what?", he says staring wide eyed deep into my soul. Fuck how can I play it off. Shit. Should I just say 'i know your a vampire babes' shit how could I let that slip. Fuck me.

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Location: Restaurant in Port Angeles
POV: Edward Cullen

I stare at her wide eyed as she looks completely baffled as if she..let something slip that she wasn't suppose to...as if she knows..as if she already knew that... i'm a...monster. She couldn't possibly know...could she. She opens her mouth and the next words that leave her mouth both horrifies me and makes me feel a sense of relief at the same time.

"I already figured out that you are a vampire", Of course my beautiful, smart, amazing soulmate did. Shit.

"H-How?", I say the only word that I could muster. How did she figure it out. No one else has ever figured it out.

"Well, I take pride in the fact that i'm super smart and y'all aren't the best at 'looking human' it's too obvious. Y'all stick out like sore thumbs. The fact that no one has figured it out yet is all due to the plo- um there own ignorance", I am baffled as I stare into her beautiful eyes looking for the fear and disgust that would undoubtedly appear but all I see is patience.

How could she still sit here with a monster like me. How could she still smirk at me as usual. That beautiful smirk. Why hasn't she run for the hills screaming bloody murder about the monster under her bed. Me.

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Location: Restaurant in Port Angeles
POV: Isabella Philips(Bella Swan)

What the fuck did I just do. This changes every fucking thing that could ever fucking happen from now on. My big fucking mouth. What the fuck have I done.

"I-I won't hurt you, I swear, y-you can leave right not and you will never hear f-from me ever again, I p-promise", he looks down looking as if he's so...ashamed. I mean I know he hates what he is but I didn't really see this kinda expression in the movie.

"Edward, baby, no, I wouldn't do something like that to you. I-I knew from the first moment I saw you that you were a vampire and I have not treated you as anything other than another liv-brea-...being. Just as I treat everyone else. I will never tell anyone. I could never do something like that to you. I...just...wouldn't", I say as I scoot closer to him and rub his back in an attempt to calm him down.

He looks at me with...teary...eyes...what the fuck. Like tears tears not fucking venom or whatever. This day is getting weirder and weirder. "R-really, cause I would completely understand. I-I mean I would ask you not to tell anyone but you don't seem like the type to just go around and yell about it", he says looking at me with his beautiful eyes. What the hell.

Deep down I had been trying to let the plot flow as it was because I thought that...by some miracle when it was over then I would...be able to...return home. As much as i've been trying to avoid thinking about home. I miss my mommy. A lot. I miss my granny. I miss Aisha. I miss Mrs. Temple, Aisha's mama, I miss my apartment, hell, I almost miss school. Most of all, I miss visiting my daddy's grave.

I know I said I wanted to be here but it's one of those things you wish to happen knowing that is never will. Never expecting it to actually happen. I wish I could enjoy this experience, but it's impossible to fully do that when I don't have the certainty, nor security of knowing that I will see my real family again.

I only changed things that I thought wouldn't affect the plot too much and would lead to the same ending. I thought maybe if I let it go as it was I could leave this place behind finally without having too much of an emotional connection with anyone.

Now it's damn near impossible for me to not miss this place if I leave. This man staring into my eyes is all I ever wanted. I never dated anyone because I didn't think I needed anyone but this man is changing everything. From the moment he hugged me and our hearts touched it felt as if there is no way in this world or mine that I could ever be away from him.

I felt this lingering emotion since the first time I saw him but I pushed it off as me just being excited to finally meet the 'Edward Cullen' but now it's so much deeper than that. I think i'm, as corny as it sounds, in love with this man.

When I look at him I don't see Robert Patterson. The actor, hell, batman. I see someone that I wouldn't mind spending the rest of my life with. Frozen in time. Forever.

"You're right, I wouldn't ever think to do something like that, especially not to you Eddy boy", I chuckle trying to push the growing emotions away. He doesn't love me. He will never love me. I'm not Isabella Swan. I'm not the one he is supposed to spend the rest of his immortal life with. I'm an imposter. I need to find a way back home before I don't want to anymore. I can't let that happen.

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