We're just Friends? || Hyunjin FF

9 📷

After 5 hours the last photo was finally taken and all the equipment was put together. During the whole shoot I made sure everything was organized, but I didn't really talk to the guys. I wanted to go back home. I was tired of stupid questions and all this fuss.

"Yun, we're leaving now. Come on, please hurry up." Minho interrupted my daydreaming and I went with them to the cars.
A colleague offered to drive me back and I gratefully accepted the offer.

Now I was sitting in the car with Jeongin, Seungmin, Hyunjin and Felix.
Felix, who was sitting next to me and hadn't heard anything about the whole fuss of the last few days, kept talking and making me laugh.
His stories about Australia made the first half of the trip go by very quickly. My colleague drove onto the ferry and then got off.

"So I think you can also get out and go to a snack bar or something. Most ferries also have small cafes on the lower deck."
The boys nodded and everyone except Hyunjin left the car.

"Don't you want to go out too?" I leaned forward to talk to him.
"No, everything's fine. Why don't you go? Your Jeongin will definitely be waiting for you."

I sat back again and didn't even bother with that comment.
This idiot makes me so upset...What is he actually thinking?

Hyunjin slammed his fist on the seat in front of him and then sat down next to me.
"Dammit, how long is this drama going to go on for? Just leave me alone if you're just saying stupid things anyway. That's so ridiculous," I stared at him annoyed and waited for an answer.

"My theater? You're making me look like the bad guy here. You're the one who lied to me," he looked at me with glassy eyes.
"When did I lie to you? When?" I got angry and looked out the window. The sun was setting outside and the twilight was turning the sky in a delicate purple.

He swallowed and a few tears ran down his cheeks.
"You ended it because you supposedly wanted something serious. You didn't say you fell in love with me. Why didn't you do that?" he looked at me hurt.

"I knew you didn't want anything serious so I thought it would be better this way. It's very simple - yes I have feelings for you and yes I ended it. But either way it doesn't change our situation. You want no relationship, I'm currently trying - and I'm well on the way - to get rid of my feelings for you. I don't know why you're being this jealous when it comes to Jeongin, but I don't really care.
Once and for all Hyunjin. The issue is now over."

He didn't say anything more and sat back down in his seat.
I hope he understands it now.

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After our trip was over, we all went back home and I gave myself back into to my work and my girls. Hyunjin and I didn't talk at all after our trip, but that was probably for the better. We didn't even celebrate my birthday because I didn't feel like it anymore.