We're just Friends? || Hyunjin FF

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Jeongin stared at me annoyed all day and Hyunjin...he ignored me the whole time.

God this drama is getting on my nerves so much.

Around 8 p.m. we arrived at the hotel and I sat down exhausted, on one of the armchairs in the lobby.
The day was over for the boys, but I still had to edit today's videos.
While I was lost in my work, I didn't notice someone sitting down across from me.

"Well, work off your frustration?"

Startled, I looked forward and saw Changbin sitting on the couch in front of me, grinning.

"Why frustration?" I asked, slightly annoyed.

"Because you were quiet the whole time today and because you didn't say a word to Jeongin. Was there another War of Roses this morning or something?"

If it hadn't been Changbin who asked that, I probably would have loose my mind, but i was used to that kind of behavior from Changbin.

"There was no "War of Roses"! And frustration is one thing that i cannot work away. Please . If I were angry, I probably wouldn't be sitting here and working. Then I would distract myself."
I closed the laptop and stared at Changbin. However, he grinned even wider.

"Oh you are definitely angry Yun. And that's exactly why you're working right now, even though you could be having fun with us. We actually all wanted to go out to eat together. Why are you sitting around here?"

He walked towards me and pulled me up with both hands.

"You now have 10 minutes to get pretty and then come with me."

"Come with you to...?"

He let go of me, took my laptop and handed it to me.

"You'll see then, Yun. Come on hurry up."

I could have started a discussion to let him know I wasn't in the mood, but that doesn't work with Changbin. You can argue for hours and in the end he get what he wants. I didn't even bother with it and went to my room.

[...]

Changbin and I walked through the small street to the club, where the boys had been waiting for us for an hour. Because when Changbin was supposed to bring me to the club, he decided to drink a "little bit" beforehand. So while I was changing, he picked up several beer and soju bottles, which me and Changbin then emptied within an hour. At first I resisted drinking with him, but Changbin convinced me with his enthusiasm. Now we were standing here in front of the club and giggling stupidly as the security let us in.

"Changbin-nie...I don't want to walk anymore," I repeated several times now.

"We're here now anyway. Look, the others are sitting there."

We went to the others and sat at the table.

"You're already completely drunk," Chan said in a reproachful tone.

"Sorryyyyy Chanieeeee."
I pouted and grabbed a beer.

"We'd rather not do that. You've had enough to drink today. You smell like alcohol."
Hyunjin suddenly sat next to me and took the beer from my hand.

"You don't have anything to say to me. You have a huge alcohol smell yourself."
I grabbed my beer again and opened it.
As I was about to take my first sip, someone pulled me up and my beer bottle fell over.
Before I could even react, I was pulled along.

"Hyunjin, what's this? Let me go."
I tried to break away from him, but Hyunjin was much stronger than me.

"No! We're talking now!"
He took me into the hallway in front of the toilets and stood in front of me so that I couldn't walk.
"What's your fucking problem? "You're constantly annoyed with me, you don't talk to me anymore and most of all...you flirt around with Jeongin even though you're looking for "something solid."

He imitated my words from 2 months ago.

"First of all, you ignored me today and secondly, I "flirted" with him because I was drunk! And Hyunjin...it's none of your business anyway. Don't you get it?"

"And that's exactly my problem. Why is it none of my business? We talked about EVERYTHING."
Hyunjin stood in front of me and I saw desperation and anger in his eyes.

"Hyunjin...you're a very good friend...but I told you from the beginning that our friendship would change completely because of the thing we had going on. Just accept it. Stop stalking me when I'm on a date, stop telling me how much I can or can't drink and worry about your own life! Who I flirt with or not is my business. And honestly...just keep ignoring me. That just confirms what everyone already thinks."

"What is everyone thinking?"

I couldn't look him in the eyes properly because he cares about what others think of him. And he won't really like what the boys thought about him.

"For just using me like a toy. And now you're just mad that I won't play your games anymore."

He took a deep breath and stared at me intently.

"Do you really think so? Or is that just what others think?"

Again I saw desperation in his eyes... mixed with pain. However, I didn't know why? He's happy with the whole situation. What was all this about anyway?

"I think so too...somehow."

"Somehow? You know what moments we both had. And that has nothing to do with "toy". I don't understand your damn problem Zion-Yun. Why are you like this now?"

Whether it was because I was drunk or because I was overwhelmed at the moment, but I wish I hadn't said the following sentence.

"Because I fell in love with you, Hyunjin. Yes, you heard that right. And that's why it hurts. Just everything. Because what I want to have with you, you don't want with me. But it is okay. I came to terms with it."

I just pushed past Hyunjin and left him there. Since he made no move to stop me, I assumed my confession was of no interest to him.

As I was about to walk out of the hallway, I crashed into Minho and Changbin who looked at me confused.

"You fell in love with Hyunjin?"

That's where I got the shit...when the boys suspected that Hyunjin was just playing with me, I assured everyone that I wasn't in love with him...