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I couldn't stop thinking about it.

Why does he have me as his wallpaper?
Why does he look so sick?
Why didn't I notice this sooner?

Of course I had no longer the same feelings for him as before, but they were never completely gone.

1 week later

I was on my way to the boys' dorm when Changbin called me.

"Yun...you're on your way to us right now, aren't you?"

"Yes why?"

"You should probably go back home. There's a bit of stress here right now."

With that he simply hung up.

WTF. What is this now ?

After thinking about it for a moment, I went to the dorm anyway and was standing in front of the door after a short time. I heard loud arguing from inside.

It was Jeongin.

"Yes, of course you like portraying yourself as a victim, don't you?"

and Hyunjin...

"I never said that. That's not the point. You made a mistake and you're going to tell Yun, otherwise I'll do it."

Which mistake?

"Hyunjin is right. You can't ask us to lie to her. And you can't blame Hyunjin either, he has nothing to do with it."

I couldn't take it anymore and rang the bell. Inside, the voices fell silent and a slightly annoyed Chan opened the door for me.  When he saw me, he stared at me in horror.

"What are you doing he-" he didn't get any further as I walked past him until I was standing in front of the others in the kitchen.

Jeongin looked at me very shocked and Hyunjin looked me straight in the eyes.

"Jeongin...should you tell me something?" I walked over to him and put my hand on his shoulder.

He looked down at me and swallowed.

"I made a mistake...perhaps we should talk in private."

Even though I didn't know what had happened, I got tears in my eyes.

The others left the room and Jeongin sighed.

"You know...I was in love with you for so long and liked the idea of ​​being with you...but when we got together...it just went away. I mean I like you and the time was great but there wasn't any love there. And I don't really think so on your part either."

I swallowed.

That was unexpected. But he's right.

"And what exactly is now the mistake you made?"

He gulped and I saw the frustration in his eyes.

"I talked with Hyunsik about...about an another girl. Because I don't know how to continue our relationship. It felt like I was just a rebound.
And I was so long in love with you that I lost tracks and didn't notice that I didn't really loved you. I was just used to be. And then he gave me the number of a girl...and now we're chatting here and there. And I don't know what I feel.", he was crying and his words were just whispers.

I was crying as well.

But I wasn't angry...I could understand him.

"I'm sorry Jeongin. I'm so sorry. "

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