everything just for you

main street

tw!: smoking, sa

the week passed a lot faster than Cassie expected and it was already friday night.

Cassie wanted to look good tomorrow. after school she bought face masks and skin creams so her skin would look good. Cassie was right now locked in her bathroom putting lots of face masks on her face. she couldn't help but think it wasn't enough, she wasn't enough. she wanted to make a good impression on Axel's friends and especially look good for Axel.

the more she looked in the mirror, the more she thought badly about herself. maybe it was her skin that made her look weird? no, it was definitely her stomach.. or her thighs? Cassie was really confused about why she was thinking this but she couldn't stop. her brain made her think she was the problem. 

her thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door. "Cassie you okay in there?" her mum asked worriedly, Cassie looked at her phone and saw it was already 11pm. "yes mum i'm okay, i'm just brushing my teeth" she lied and sighed when she heard her mother leave.

she finished doing her 'skin care' and went to bed. but before she fell asleep she noticed a notification popped up on her phone. she unlock her phone and saw that it was a text from Axel. she smiled and clicked on the text.

'hey meet me tomorrow at the main street'

she smiled, responded to him, closed her eyes and fell asleep.

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The light in the room woke up Cassie. she yawned and went to look at her phone. it was 9am and she needed to be ready by 8pm so she had loads of time. she got out of bed and walked over to the doors. she saw that only her shoes were in the hallway which made her realize that her mum was at work.

Cassie decided to skip breakfast, she didn't really feel like eating right now. she made herself a cup of water and went back in bed.

after what felt like forever it started to be almost 6pm, Cassie's mum was in the kitchen making dinner and Cassie was thinking that she didn't actually tell her mother where she was going.

Cassie sighs as she thought about if she should say the truth or lie. if she said the truth her mum wouldn't let her go. if she said she was having a sleepover with Noel, her mum would believe it.

Cassie smirks at the thought of her plan as she got up and walked toward the kitchen. "hey mum" she greeted her mother as her mother smiled at her. they talked a while before Cassie was ready to ask. "mum is it okay if i sleep over at a friend's house?" she asked leaning against a wall.

"yea of course what friend?" her mum said

"Noel"

"oh i love that kid, yea you can"

Cassie thanked her mother and went into her room. she started to think about what outfit she will wear. she didn't have many 'good' clothes as Noel and Kiara said so she borrowed some of their clothes. she looked through them and finally chose. 

she had a low waist skirt and under it fishnets and a crop top that showed off her chest. Cassie would really never wear this but she wanted to, for Axel. it was now 7 pm and she was doing her make-up.

when Cassie was done she realized her mum couldn't see her like this. she found some sweatpants and a hoodie so she put them on with the other clothes under them.

she took one of her bags and put her mum's slim pumps carefully so her mum wouldn't see her. then she put on her shoes and walked over to her mum in the kitchen.

"mum i'm going okay?" Cassie told her and she nodded and said goodbye.

Cassie left the house and started walking by the streets. the only way she could get to the main street is by the metro. she started walking to the metro station while checking the time on her phone. it was 7:32pm so she had enough time.

she finally arrived to the station and walked inside. as she was walking she noticed a small store with cigarettes in it. Cassie put her hand in her pocket and noticed that she had some money left. 

do it. buy them. everyone smokes, it's cool.

her brain just couldn't shut up so she went into the store. "red marlboro please" she said as the lady behind the register looked at her weird. "it's for my father" Cassie added, the woman nodded and handed her the cigarettes. she pays and walks away.

she sat down on a bench and waited for her metro to come. as Cassie was sitting down she realized she still had the sweatpants and hoodie on her. she ignored all the weird looks as she started to take them off. finally, she was in the clothes she wanted to be in, the hoodie and pants ended up in the bag where the pumps were which she also changed with her sneakers.

after waiting a few minutes the metro came. Cassie went inside and sat down on a vacant seat. because it was almost 8pm there weren't many people, more old people. 

Cassie looked around and her eyes settled on one specific man who was staring at her, he licked his lips and looked at her inner thighs. this made Cassie feel weird, no one ever did that to her. but, she kind of liked the attention. 

the man continued to stare at her until the metro stopped. she got off and let out a breath she didn't even know she held when she saw the man go the other way.

she started walking towards the street where she was supposed to meet with Axel while mumbling a song.

she walked through the dark streets meeting quite a lot of people. Cassie finally got there and hugged Axel when she saw him. "hey Cassie" he lovely smiled at her "let's go" Axel put his hand around her waist as they started walking

PFFFT i just realized i was writing this whole chapter in 3rd person