Radheyee
That was the best music karn heard, his eyes held so much adoration
They were looking at each other there were so much emotions, karn thought he look into these for years and would never stop feeling butterflies in his stomach each and every time. So he decided that he should speak but much to his displeasure as he would have been totally fine with watching the ethereal glow of fire before his eyes. Speaking to her now was completely comfortable even when he considered the past times they spoke at the same it was the hardest thing he has done in his entire life.
He decided to speak his heart for he has already died once and if there is something that his yajnaseni deserved it was truth. He started yajnaseni by looking into her eyes again what he saw made him smile wider, it held something he longed for a long time now. Karn wanted to say it out but he was afraid because he knew perfectly well that he might have to let her go, as much as he hated thinking that he had to. He knew saying it would only increase the pain that was tearing his heart, the brave warrior, one of the best archer in this world was afraid. All these years he had expertly stopped himself from saying it but now looking at it filled in her eyes it took almost all his strength and if possible more. Her reaction to hearing her name from his voice was pleasing and killing him at the exact same amount that he closed his eyes and regretted it almost the next moment cause he couldnt see her eyes, her face.
So he forced himself to open his eyes and started speaking again sorry but before he could continue panjali interrupted him by saying dont as I said earlier we were all puppets of a play. He started again no but again was interrupted by a no, he knew she has no idea of letting him ask sorry but he wanted to so this time. In a voice firm, as firm as it could get for her he said yajnaseni. She just looked at him there was a staring competition and for this first time, much to his own surprise karn won it.
Panchali was just thinking how good it was to just watch him with all the softness and kindness in his eyes and with words which were not like the sharp arrows from his bow. She wanted to just make it sweet last memory with him so she repeatedly stopped him from apologizing but he wanted to. Now that she thinks about it, it would be good thing to open her heart to hear him confess and to even let her open up herself, for it would be her last chance. Looking into his eyes all that she could think is why did she just not stay selfish and choose him? , why did he had to just leave? , why did all the time it had to be only for something bad to happen? .
Is whatever happening even right, why she and karn held so much understanding and a beautiful bond even with all that happened. Is it in their fate that they should always get hurt, do they do not deserve a happy ending? Just as the last came, her other part of mind shouted a big NO. She gave him his life right, the war is over, the world knows his true identity so he would live a long and happy life right? . Then she answered herself yes of course he would have a happy life and she would watch it happily from where ever she would be.
