She started aarya arjun but no words they were just standing there with just the wind moving.it was dark now and the only light was of the moon, as arjun stared at the women in front of him. Everything dawned upon him the sacrifices she made, the pain she went through and the dyuth sabha where he lost her completely. This women left a lot and came with him with just putting all her trust on him but, he broke her heart, the promises he made and her trust. The world, the man that she trusted and everyone had done injustice to her yet here she is bold, fierce and strong just like the fire she was born from. he was crumbling from guilt he had done huge injustice to her and he had no idea how to ask for her forgiveness. His own mind asked him do you deserve her forgiveness?. Tears were uncontrollably flowing from his eyes, even if his time with her was for a certain time period and it was going to end, what did I do to deserve those days. She was a queen, epitome of strength and beauty not outer but her inner beauty and he admired her and held a huge respect. Even though years had passed there was not a day the image of dussasan dragging Draupadi his Draupadi to the court holding her hair failed to haunt him. She was his Draupadi, he lost her when he let dussasan touch her, when he went deaf to pleas to the court, when letting her down as she begged with her eyes to save her. He asked himself what kind of warrior am I? for I failed to save the women who has done nothing but good to me, who forgave every single mistake I made". He knew now what this was but it was too late now, she was not his anymore, he failed to rule her heart that he had conquered and he couldnt bring himself to even think that. He looked into those most beautiful eyes but it was hollow what once held happiness, compassion, kindness, boldness and it killed him knowing he was also the reason for this. But those eyes before him gave him the strength to think what he even feared to think a few moments ago. He loved Draupadi, he thought I love you panchali just as he said it he wanted to fight he didnt want to let her go. But he made his mind he was going to let her go, he might love her but he has to let her go for the hurt he caused her. He has to accept that it was not him that ruled her heart it was karn and it was the most painful thing he experienced. Now he understood her pain and he would let her go as he loved her she also did the same, she accepted him but he had to let her go and he will do for his love.
