It's almost 10:00 Pm and I have to go sleep but here's a quick summary of EVERYTHING:
tw (vent)!!!
I've been sick the whole weekend so that sucked
Next week we have this thing called map tests and my brain hates map tests. I have been talking those shitty tests since I was 5 and every single time I had to redo them (ESPECIALLY MATH ONES) I remember just being put in the tech lab, alone, sitting on a chair looking at the stupid screen, thinking to myself "I don't understand any of this shit" even though it was very easy.
And I'm convinced everyone at school finds me annoying so that's giving me a reason to just straight up ignore everyone. But I don't want Mrs L annoying me because she always does. Every single time I'm not happy or anything she pulls me out of the classroom and has a serious talk with me. You might think, hey that's good right she cares about you.
She BEGS for the reason. Like she'll yell at me if I'm not telling her what wrong like Mrs the last person I'll be telling is you, all she says to me is "WHATS WRONG IF YOU DONT TELL ME IM CALLING YOUR MOM"
And It's the fact that I'm doing work in class,just not talking. My behaviour doesn't affect anyone so what's the problem...
And then she tells me to go back to class and everyones just like " ooOOOooOOOoh"
I'm convinced everyone on this earth hates me
My friends, my parents, random people, people I don't even know about, my classmates etc and I don't know what to do
