TRIGGER WARNING: SLIGHT VENT
you know, when you spend every day in Mrs L's class you start to get some very weird and embarrassing thoughts (SAM AND ALBEDO DONT EXPOSE ME)
Like this one game I play called "How would your name sound with other peoples last name" and I know this is embarrassing.
I'm gonna give a quick rating out of 10 without you know... saying their last names
Darren: 6.5
Sounds nice, But too many R's
Jaren: 4
Ehh. No doesn't sound well
Coca Cola : 6-7
Sounds... weird but like idk
Karen: 9
SOUNDS REALLY NICE
Sam: 5
Doesn't sound that good with my first name tbh
That was just one example of the many MANY games I play. I'll talk about it later.
Okay here's the day summary:
First things first. I HATE PE
i hate sports because I always am nauseous during them. I'm never strong enough or anything. I like doing cardio but in my school we only do Basketball and football lmao
And a while ago I fainted in PE because I overworked myself.
I was diagnosed with anemia as a baby and always took medicine for it but then my mom stopped giving me the medicine. So I assumed I just outgrew it or some shit.
I tried to make myself faint the whole PE lesson because I knew I could do it. But sadly the time went by very fast and I just felt tired, nauseous, my ears were ringing and my eyes were blurry but again I wasn't fainting. It was torture
Right before we were about to leave for the van back to school (from the PE court) my vision went black and I already knew that I would faint.
I don't remember anything at all but last thing I remember is seeing Coca cola just staring at me saying "are you okay" then a crowd formed around me which was hella uncomfortable.
Immediately after that we had MAP testing. I can't explain Map testing but it sucks. We had math. Trauma subject
I've mentioned this before but anyways who cares.
I remember ever since I was 5, I failed every single map test and had to take them over back at my old school.
I remember being put in the tech lab, alone, looking at the stupid screen and just not understanding a single word even though the question was like "jack gave Jessica 3 apple"
Todays test went wrong. I got stuck on a problem for 10 minutes and the problem was like: ___ divided by 3= 6 AND I FORGOT. I felt so embarrassed I was about to genuinely cry.
Sam was sitting next to me and was doing amazing. I must say I was jealous.
Anyways I got the lowest score out of everyone in the class... wow. What a flex.
Nothing else happened today, well, the Mrs. L thing I already mentioned previously
So yeah. If you read the whole thing you are cool
