The UnForgiveness Of Life

The Storm Of Emotion

Midnight hit and the adrenaline of motivation left my body, leaving my body hot and tired, my legs sore and aching with pain. I had to rest...I wanted to rest but the dread of death on my doorstep kept me from letting myself give in to it. Life and emotion was once again flooding my consciousness and my eyes were filled with life, the soul searching desires leave my mind as the only thing I want to do is survive. *Crackle* The tree next to me flared to life by the crackle of a lightning strike, it set a blaze and started burning up as the matter and brush started to light up in flames....I got far from the blaze pushing beyond my limits as new adrenaline filled my veins, rain started to heavily pour down and Made it hard to see with the density of it. More thunder and lightning rang out as it lit the surrounding area and the darkness immediately returning, the lightning struck the trees and the whole damn place set a blaze, I sprinted faster to avoid the fire as I didn't want to collapse from lack of oxygen, I continued forward and as if on que I almost tripped on something, despite this I continued forward....I hated this....I hated it so fucking much....the trees beside me keep setting a blaze and I'm barly escaping by a fucking thread....life is working against me and it's winning...I sprinted so fast that I didn't realize that a cliff was present and I fell straight off, falling like a dart and desperately trying to grab on something to slow my fall, the dirt and branches digging into my fragile skin but I managed to stop myself from falling to a gruesome death thankfully.... I laughed, my body was in deep throbbed pain but I was alive, and I'm at a point in height where if I fall I won't kill myself... I slowly lead myself down with what I could and managed to get on the ground...but of course it hurt like hell, I sat down, having my back against one of the nearby trees, I took a moment to breathe and take in what the fuck just happened...

I wanted to just sleep but I heard something...to my utter shock I was surrounded by hooded people, I pretended I was invisible to them and it indeed worked well, I covered my eyes, the only thing that would shine brighter then the night, I could hear their soft voices and I immediately recognized two of the people...to my utter horror it was my parents, they seemed frustrated from something....'You said you saw him run here...where is he?' My father said that with a voice that was devoided of any emotion....'Like all people he ran. After all he did tear up your room and found out what he shouldn't have.' A older and wiser male said this...with them distracted I carefully moved but I stepped on a damn twig...knowing dang well they found me out I didn't give them time to react and I full on sprinted away, the silence of the forest being broken by the yells and shouts of those people, I took this time to shakingly grab the only thing I knew would help me...the gun....I held it in my hand and began putting bullets in it...Anger filled my mind and I was overwhelmed, next thing I knew they cornered me and surrounded me, I kept distance from them as my dad and mom smiled at me. 'Indeed little Xander....we never loved you... you were nothing more then a mistake of a child.' My father said that with a look of a monster... my mom's face was more gentle but her words cut deeper....'You know...we tried to kill you all the time....you think that senior with inhuman power was just the schools doing? No. He was one of our young assassins. We knew that he needed some training so we told him to off you. But of course... we had to do alot for that facade. We pretended to care so you'd feel better.' They slowly got closer as my parents destroyed my will and emotional state....'And now... we will kill you...you don't deserve to call this place home...your nothing more then a pathetic mistake...and you always will be...' Dread filled my mind and my vision went blurry, I screamed in rage as I fired so many rounds of bullets into the weak spots....the head and heart.... I fired and fired till I couldnt anymore...rage had overlook my thoughts and I could only fire till the gun went *click.* I looked down and was in utter shock, I screamed and ran, I couldn't bare to see what horror had unfolded there so I just kept running and running....never daring to stop...

My eyes fluttered awake and I was in a clearing, I stood up and pain shot up through my entire body, I looked around and god damn....I was still in the dang forest....I stood up, grabbing my backpack and filling up my body with water and fuel. I continued my walk through the forest and eventually I found a city....it was so huge...amazing looking....tears flowed heavily down my face as I finally found something that wasn't dang forests. I let my pace go to a walk as I explored the city, it was so amazing and people, inhabited the place like crazy, there was alot of folk and for a moment, my mind was at ease with the past events, I forgot everything for a moment and I explored the place, people seemed to have concern on their faces as I walked passed them, I accidently bumped into someone and they had a horrified look on their face. 'Holy crap dude...you need a hospital asap!!' This stranger took me to the hospital and turned out I somehow ended up not getting any infections which was to this individuals relief. 'It is surprising, despite this individual getting many cuts he did not get any infections... you are a lucky fella.' The nurse left and the worried individual relaxed his expression and introduced himself, 'the names Ace, yours?' I told him my name was Xander and we shook hands, he jokingly laughed about how lucky I was and I honestly had to agree with him. He questioned me further and I told him it's a very long story that would require private telling. He gently nodded and he drove me to his house, which was an apartment, I've heard of apartments but never seen them before, Ace could tell of that as I was looking at the place curiously. 'Never seen one eh?' I gently nodded, yeah....He lead me through the place and we sat on the couches his place inhabited, it was quite comfortable and I felt relaxed. Ace wanted me to tell him the story so I told him....to my luck he understood me and hugged me....my emotional state collapsed and I balled out crying, Ace understood my sadness and comforted me...I was so glad to meet this stranger...he felt more like one I knew then a stranger with the way he handled sfuff... within weeks we became good friends, I found myself being quite fond of him and enjoying his company, he taught me stuff I never knew about and my curiosity peaked to the max when he told of these amazing things.

My life felt so much at ease...I healed so much with the help of Ace...he made me feel at ease with all the troubles that was my life, he was genuine and I loved spending time with him. I questioned the time he went to work, he wondered if I wanted to work with him and I agreed to that offer so yeah....I spring up from my bed once more, getting up and doing a shower,tidying my hair, smiling in the mirror...my eyes once again shinning with the bright blue I've always had as a child, I put on the work uniform and I chuckled, looks like ol Xander is gonna go to work....I left my room and joined Ace who was waiting for me, I nervously laughed in embarrassment and I shrugged, oh well... fashionably late indeed!, Ace bursted out laughing, clearly getting my joke. I genuinely smiled and we went to work, the place he worked at was big, it was a big corporation and alot of people seemed to work for it. Heh...sure beats working as a assassin. The first day is challenging but do able, I find myself softly humming as I go through stuff, not really looking at stuff when I decide to. I find myself checking random stuff on the computer and I ended up searching up my mother and father's name.... to my surprise I find out alot......

One can find out the world from the click of a button....