The UnForgiveness Of Life

It takes one to know one

I sit at my desk, taking into thought of the week I just had, it was filled with many wonders and a bucket load of questions hah....I could tell Ace was exhausted by the time I got to the hundredth question, the city around me was filled with wonders, noisy people....good food...cute animals...it was much better as I was with people...I wasn't alone....I actually had individuals to run to....I'm guessing this city is a bit odd though as I got accepted into a job at a fairly young age but then again it's quite fun so I don't have a reason to complain. 'Hey! Dude, your zoning out big time...' This sudden entrance made me flip out and manage to fall...how fun...I look up at Ace who seemed to be waiting for something as he had an annoyed look on his face...most likely from me being to deep...Oh...yeah? What do you need Ace? 'I'd like to invite you along with my friends and I, we all will be going to one of the best diners in town!, care to join?' I thought for a moment and nodded, I've never heard of such a place and it interested me to tag along...'Well then get your silly self off the floor and wear something else other then work clothes my friend' I humorously chuckled and got off the floor, Ace had left and I put on something presentable then joined him. His friends had already arrived but holy god...they are tall...or I'm just short?...I went over to them and greeted them all, telling my name in the process as well. Their names being, 'Jack' 'Donny' 'will' and 'Samuel'. They gave off a interesting vibe, not one I felt before, they were very cheerful and very friendly, I felt my body being squished by the three of them as they embraced me. Ace motioned for them to stop suffocating me in which they did. "Ace, who is this young man, why is he staying with you?" One of the males said with curiosity, Ace followed with, "This is Xander, found him in terrible condition so it is my job to help him out cause he needs it..." This made me genuinely smile a bit. The males seemed to all nod in agreement and went to Ace, giving him a pat on the back and embracing him with a hug. They all exchanged comments and laughed, must be old buddies, I thought to my self as they talked for a while.

The whole thing was a blur and next thing I knew we were at the restaurant, holy god... the place was unlike anything I've seen before, I never have been to a crazy place but there it was... standing in front of me, menacingly staring with its shiny vibrant beautiful colors...Once again I was extremely memorized, god.. I couldn't take my eyes off of those lights... I was like a bug being attracted to those memorizing lights...Ace noticed my trans and shook me out of it, "Jesus dude... you sure have some odd attraction to lights...." one of the boys said with concern. I felt my body heat up with pure embarrassment, Thank god that the other individuals never noticed me. The boys and I took a seat at one of the near tables, the seats were very comfortable and I found myself sinking into them as they comforted even the most darkest areas of my broken soul, comforting me in a way that was more comforting then my mom's facade of comfort...It was real.. genuine.. and I enjoyed every moment of it. It took me back quite a bit, it made me realize how uncomfortable my old bed was... god how did I even sleep at my former home...A smile  spread across my face as I felt great, I almost dozed off when I felt my body jolt in result of touch, one of the males had their hand on my shoulder which made me nervously panic internally. Uhm... Samuel.. can you not have your hand on my shoulder?? I said with a shaky voice, being skiddish and afraid. God... I found myself glancing at the boys and they were smiling, I panicked and shook my head, their expressions were of worry, I guess they saw my huge panic and had grown a large concern for my mental state...Stop staring please....My pleas were soft and begging...Ace snapped at the boys and growled at the fact they were making me extremely uncomfortable, "Can't you see your obviously making him panic?? Hes not very fond of touch and stares you boys should know that as I told you....." the boys seem to disregard his words and scoff, I excused myself from the table and walked to the bathroom, hiding in the stalls and breathing heavily, weight collapsed on me and I ended up sobbing a lot. I heard Ace call out to me and I went to him, his embrace helped me out and I calmed down. Ace... Can we please just go home?... Ace nodded and he walked us both out of the bathroom, he had a glare at his friends and he lead me out of the place.